Do you ever just sit looking at the screen knowing that you're supposed to write or even want to write, you even have things to say, but just can't think of how to say them? Yeah that's me today. If someone were to ask me what i had to say i don't know what i would say or where i would start. i have stuff, family stuff, things that are so complicated that it would take a diagram, flow chart and power point presentation to spell it all out. Suffice it to say that if we were free to do so, we would leave this area in the blink of an eye but we're just not. Master's parents need us too much to even think about going anywhere. Okay, onward!
For Christmas Master got the tools He's needed for a long time to build a cage. We've talked for years about where we would put such an object. He wants me to be able to spend several hours or even sleep in this cage so it would be at least as tall as me. If we can figure it out, we would like to put it in the bedroom but really, how do you camouflage something this large? We have a good size bedroom and it's not like we have parades of people in and out of our bedroom but we do, occasionally have someone in our room for one reason or another. i'm not sure that just tossing a blanket over it, is the answer. Sure we could get super fancy and build a cabinet to put it in or over it but we already have a bed in our bedroom that weighs nearly 1/2 a ton, the less weight in there the better! haha =) So here we are, back to square one, we might just have to take our chances that someday someone accidentally sees it.
Now on to the twisted part of it all. i encouraged Him to get the tools and even bought one of them for Him for Christmas, to make the cage. He's been talking about making a cage for ages, we've had the pipe for the cage bars for years, literally. He just didn't have all the right tools. Now He has the tools and i find myself asking myself the obvious question, why would i want Him to have all this stuff to build a cage for me? i get the obvious answer, because He wants it and i want Him to have what He wants, no matter what. i will also admit this is one part of bondage that i love. The box that He puts me in, is dark, locked, i can't hear a thing and i'm almost always bound as well. The cage won't be dark but it will be tight and completely confining. It all messes with your mind if you really think about it, doesn't it?
i am sure when Master is ready to get to work He'll have me help Him build the cage. i worked on the box with Him as well. i like the fact that He'll build it, knowing that it will be well built, sturdy and safe for me. Of course my first time locked inside will be much more frightening than i could ever imagine.
i hope you're all enjoying your weekend!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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Oh, all the time. Brain block totally sucks!!
I've seen cages built up under a bed (if the bed's tall enough, that is!)
i'm so glad to hear someone else has this problem! Sometimes i just sit at my desk with a blank stare with thoughts running through my mind, like i'm unable to choose one thing!
i've seen the under bed cages too and they are awesome! When Master was in the process of building the bed, we actually thought about making the bed high enough to eventually accommodate a cage. He chose not to do so because it would have made the bed too high for me. So now we're back to the drawing board! =)
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