On the way home, Master asked me how i thought Lisa would act in that situation. The more i got to thinking about it, the more i thought that it was really unfair to compare me to Lisa. i mean she's been a slave for many more years than i have and she's had so much more time to be "molded" by her Master. i can only hope that she and other slaves make some of the same mistakes i do. But yet we all learn from experience and from our Master's and move on. Only i think i'm a slow learner because i keep making the same mistakes! Sometimes i wish that Master would just tell me in a firm tone to knock it off or to shut up. There has to be a way to over come my belligerence in times like these.
Yesterday we went to my sister-in-law's house for my birthday to celebrate with Master's family. When we got there His sister and brother-in-law weren't there! They can be so inconsiderate it's not even funny. When they finally showed up an hour late, they offered no apology, only to say that they were helping a neighbor out with her horse. So Master and i were both upset about this, although i'm not sure why seeing that they do this all the time. It just didn't make to a good start to our evening. When Master and i aren't meshing well it seems like everything i do makes Him mad and there's nothing i can do to make Him happy. It was just a bad weekend and i'm very glad it's over.
When we got home Master decided that i needed some time to think, so He stuck me in the "box" and left me there for what seemed like 3 hours. As it turned out it was only an hour but when i'm in there i have no sense of time. i was supposed to think about what i had done wrong over the weekend and how i could have acted differently. More than anything i think that He knows that the box offers me some quiet time to think and puts in a fairly submissive state. So it was a good thing, when i came out He put me on the sybian and told me to take my time while He busied Himself elsewhere.
Well i'm off to see Bette Midler in concert, i hope it's a good time.
Peace to you and yours!
MD's treasure

