Formspring Question- Panties

 I understand you not having an issue with working in church and selling porn but do you go to church in a girdle and stockings without panties? If you do, THAT'S HOT!

 

 You're right, i don't have an issue working in the church or selling porn.  Both are services that we provide that i feel good about. 

So to answer your question, yes i do wear my girdle and stockings with a slip, and my choice of skirt or dress at all times, wherever i go.  Quite a few years ago Master told me that i wasn't going to be allowed to wear panties anymore.  i suppose what i consider to be my "regular daily clothing might just be a little out of the ordinary for people today. 

We don't attend Sunday church services unless it's a special occasion.  But as usual, i would be dressed as i would be on any other day!  So i wouldn't wear panties, even if we were going to church.  Master doesn't allow panties anywhere! (unless i have a visitor =/ )

i won't lie and say that sometimes i feel a bit more exposed than others without panties. It certainly depends on the length of my dress or skirt.  If i am wearing a particularly short skirt due to the heat or something, i am VERY aware of the fact that i'm not wearing panties no matter where i am, including to work. i don't wear anything obscene. =) 

i really do everything in these clothes including go hiking!  =)









Last weekend, Master and i went to a local state park and we started off on a trail which lead to a fairly long and rigorous hike.  i was wearing flats for the hike though! =)

Thank you so much for the question.

MD's treasure

Slave And Servant

i was stumped for something to write about today so i went to submissive journal prompts and i was reminded of something Master and i were talking about when we were at work last night.

Master and i ironically enough work at a church.  So if you're a new reader, yes we do in fact sell porn and work at a church.  Neither Master nor i take issue with that, we're perfectly happy providing a service in each aspect.  Master made a remark about working at the church and i said that i really like working there, for me it reminds me of my place in the world.

Because of what i do at the church, i do a lot of cleaning, i feel good about the cleaning and it gives me a chance to serve.  We don't get paid much but it's what the church can afford and it makes me personally feel good to do it.  Master told me that my place in this world is to serve Him. my place in this world is to serve Him, absolutely and totally to serve Him.  i agree, of that there is no question.

i have always had a yearning i guess you could call it, to help and serve others.  i need to feel needed and to "do".  That's why i worked in long term care it gave me a chance to try to make their lives better, in every way i could possibly imagine, but i didn't work in direct patient care.

When there was a need though and they were short on the floor, we stepped up and got in there to help out.  i did the best i could, haha, those poor people they were the ones who had to be patient with me! =) 

i couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt as i walked away from the conversation thinking i should have answered Master differently.  i feel as though i've been put on this earth to make some sort of small difference, if someone in my presence is in need, i can't sit by and look the other way (with Master's permission of course).  i also know in my heart that i was made to be Master's slave, i don't feel that the two need to be mutually exclusive.

Master usually indulges me when i want to do something for someone, especially if it's been for His parents or if it won't cost a ton of money.  If my ideas are really "out there" then He'll reel me back in and tell me that it's just not possible. i guess i sort of had an epiphany in that while i am most certainly Master's slave, wife, lover, servant, first,  i think i'll always be a willing servant in my heart.  i don't think that's a bad thing as long as Master approves of my activities.

Peace to you and yours,

MD's treasure 
          

In It Together

As with every area in our relationship Master and i have clearly defined roles.  Master is the one who likes to shop and spend money and i'm the one who is more ... frugal shall we say?  Master calls it cheap!  i'm not cheap i just like to be a little more careful... hrrmph. 

Master however is in charge of our finances, He pays all the bills, takes care of everything.  Pretty much every cent that is spent is spent by Master.  i have a few little pennies here and there but it's really pocket change.  i do have ways to access money immediately, of course. 

That being said, even though Master is in complete control of our finances and buys whatever He wants whenever He wants it, if there is a purchase that is out of the ordinary more often than not, He wants my opinion.  Sometimes i think He wants my opinion simply for that, just to see what i think is the better of two options or to see if i think we need that particular item at that time, what have you. 

The other side of the coin is this; Master will ask my opinion about something that He knows i'm not in favor of, yet His mind is really nearly made up.  It's clearly masochistic.  Now it's a fine line, because i am appreciative and respectful of Master because He values my opinions enough to allow me to weigh in on lots of things.  He really considers my opinion.  Other times, He'll ask me what i think and then do exactly what He was going to do in the first place.  Why? Cause He's DaBoss.  Even if i think it's a great big ole mistake. 

Here's what i don't do.  i don't sit back and give Him a great big bowl of "i told You so" if it doesn't work out.  Once a decision is made, we're in it for the long haul together.  i WANT things to go well in every situation and i want Him to be happy all the time.  That's why when i do give my opinion, i hope it's the right one, for both of us.

Master does the same for me.  If i want something and i'm just not sure if it's the right thing at the right time, He'll let me fail.  He weighs in on everything but He will let me make some of my own decisions on some things. Such as things for the yard (decorations/trees) or things that He knows i'll be the primary user.  If i mess up, we're in it together. =)

Yesterday we spent the entire day at the nursing home with His Mom and had a really wonderful day.  It was just Master and i with His Mom and it was quiet and uninterrupted.  Today and tomorrow we're home with very few plans.  i don't remember a time when we were able to spend time together, getting a few things done at home and working on projects that need to be done here.

i hope that everyone has a safe and fun holiday weekend!

Peace to you and yours,

MD's treasure       

On The Spot

Last Saturday Master and i were walking out of His Mom's room at the nursing home and a nurse called way down the hall, "can I ask a personal question?".  She was so far away that i wasn't positive she was talking to me.  Someone else even answered her because she was closer to them than she was to me, but i was pretty sure she was talking to me, so when we got a bit closer i said, that she could ask me whatever she liked.  She drew some attention to herself, and to me because she was so boisterous, however. 

Once Master and i approached the nurses station where she and a couple of other nurses were, she hit me with what i was pretty sure was coming: "Why are you always dressed up?"  i wasn't at all shocked by her question and all of them looked particularly intrigued as they waited for me to answer.  The first thing i said was, i have no pants and i really couldn't tell you the last time i wore pants.  There's just nothing that can't be done in a skirt or dress and i went on to explain some of the particulars of comfort and coolness in the summertime and how a skirt can keep you deceptively warm in the winter.

The topic shifted naturally to shoes and then the cost of clothing.  i was quick to tell them that we rarely (if ever) pay more than $20 for a pair of shoes or any article of clothing.  If i find a dress i like, i wait until i goes on sale, or i don't get it.  No name brand is worth the money.  When i walk, i can't see the red on the bottom of that shoe anyway! =p During our conversation, of course i would refer to Master for things like where we buy things or how much we pay for items.  i was clear that Master buys all of my clothes and at one point of them said "He'd have to know all your sizes" i said "There's nothing He doesn't know about me".

We had a great conversation with those nurses but the interesting part about it for me was, i was able to offer solutions to every concern the original gal asked.  She continued to say she was a "tom boy" but my suggestion was to start with long flowing skirts, nothing too revealing and go from there.  i don't expect to see her in a skirt the next time we see her, but it would be great to hear that she wore a skirt or dress to a family function.  More than anything, i love that she asked.

On Tuesday Master and i were walking into Bed Bath and Beyond and before we even got into the store (the glass doors were still opening and closing) a greeter (i assume) was so excited, it was almost comical.  She called out to me, I LOVE YOUR DRESS!  Really, anyone at the front of the store could have heard her.  Then, because i wear my sunglasses pushed to the top of my head when we're inside, she said, "Oh my gosh, your earrings! they are awesome too!!!" She even called another clerk over to look at them, at this point, i'm a spectacle.

There were two ways to play it though, get embarrassed and sink inside myself, which would have been really easy or give Master some credit and show people in a small way how we live. i chose the latter.  She asked me what most people ask when they like something, where did i get my dress.... i don't usually know because a) i have forgotten or b) Master has made the purchase.  This time, i had forgotten so i just looked at Master for the answer.  So we chatted about my dress for a bit.  Then we moved on to my earrings and of course "where did you get them?"... again... looking at Master because they were a Christmas present that much i remember.  Master wasn't sure but He took a stab in the dark.

Then both clerks said something to the tune of Master having great taste and i said, that i was pretty sure He purchased every single item i was wearing at the moment. 

i am so happy that people see me as approachable.  i've always welcomed questions and comments and it's not as hard to ask via the internetz.  But in person it's a much bigger leap of faith, i have to give them thumbs up for stopping me, i hope i get more of them. 

i hope all is well in blog land!

Peace to you and yours,

MD's treasure