This is the first entry in my new on line journal. i'm a little nervous about what i'll write here and worried that it will be boring for my readers. i guess i'll just journal as i always have and hope that my writings will be well received. i have wanted to do this for a long time, ever since i first read "Lessons Learned". i've always been very interested in the lives of other slaves and i have grown to admire many slaves who post their journal on line. Every journal entry will hopefully be different in that my life is ever changing. Feel free to post questions or comments about any entry.
Master sent me a link to a journal today titled "Topping from the bottom". As i read the description of someone who is topping from the bottom, unfortunately i saw myself easily fit in that role. So many times if i'm tired or not feeling well and i'm told to do something that i would rather not do, i question Him. When i know in my heart i should just say "yes Master" and do it, instead i question Him. i think that i'm hoping He'll say "nevermind" and i'll be off the hook. This rarely if never happens and i always end up doing what i'm told but not before "testing" Him. i know that i don't do it on purpose because i never maliciously set out to disobey Him, before i know it, i'm testing His commands. When i do obey Him and do exactly what i'm told without questioning Him, i feel great just in the knowledge that i'm pleasing Him. i just need to be more consistant in my behavior.
i also see myself "Topping from the bottom" during play time and or bondage. If something hurts my head, i'm quick to say so and in saying so, i know He'll take away the offending item or adjust it so it doesn't hurt as much. Then i'm questioning myself and wondering if i should have kept still and not said anything. If i don't say something i'm likely to be in an enormous amount of pain and unable to completely let go and become His toy, bendable and pliable. But if i do say something, i'm risking "Topping from the bottom". It's a hard call to make and one that i struggle with often.
Peace to you and yours...MD's pt
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
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