i just sat down here determined to make a post regardless of what i had to say or not to say. my posts have been few and far between lately and i can't use being busy as an excuse, everyone is "busy" and when it comes right down to it, we're rarely busy. Busy is sort of a state of mind isn't it? It's what you make of it and how well you handle the amount of activities in your life that determine whether or not a person truly just runs out of time. i'll buy that sooner than "i'm busy".
Being busy is so often over used. People will say i am so sorry i didn't get this or that done, i have been far too busy, when in fact they haven't, the truth of the matter is we're just bad at prioritizing. Was that person so busy they couldn't call you back? Really? A phone call takes what? Thirty seconds to make they just couldn't squeeze it in? Do you buy the fact that they never sat down at their computer to check facebook or watched a bit of TV? It's priorities. Don't say you were too busy, just be honest and say you're sorry, and don't offer excuses.
So back to blogging why don't i put blogging at the top of my priorities? i do actually, i think about posting every time i sit at my computer but the same thing happens to me on my blog that used to happened to me conversationally. i never used to talk when i was younger because i didn't think that people would want to hear it, i thought it would be "silly". So i just, didn't. Same thing here, it's not exactly the same but it's a little bit the same. A lack of confidence, i suppose. Sometimes i think it takes a tiny bit of arrogance to own and operate a blog. Who wants to come here constantly and read what i have to say? Right? It's quite opposite of submissive behavior to believe that things i have to say are so interesting or ensnaring that one might visit day after day to see just what MD's treasure has to say today. i am reminded by Master though that i don't blog or journal because i believe i have so much to say, i write because He says i'll write.
Another problem is, i don't pay attention to myself throughout the day. i don't remember what's happened between Master and i so i don't have much to reflect on here. Does that make sense? Every once in a great while something will hit me and i'll think OH! i should remember that for the blog but so many things are just common place for us that it doesn't strike me as remarkable. More often than not it's Master who will say "you should blog about that", then i'll take note. If He doesn't say something, i won't think twice about a situation between us. So i guess if anyone should ever ask me, "can slavery become "hum drum"?" i suppose the answer would have to be "yes, in some ways, it can". Only in that like everything else, it's what you're used to. i'm used to being tossed to my knees or on my back at a moments notice and being told to suck it. i'm used to being chained to the bed for the whole night or having my ankles chained together or both at the same time and unless i think really hard, i completely forget that it's even happened.
It's like i need to keep a journal about what to journal about! haha!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Biz Page
On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Saturday, September 17, 2011
It would seem that you were not into this life before you met your master. How did he persuade you to become his complete sex slave?
Master is my first real life Master, yes. i learned of BDSM on line through a couple of different avenues. i was quite green when i became His slave, that is certainly true enough! =)
i must say though, there was really no persuading needed. Once i learned of this lifestyle and what a submissive was i was hooked and anxious to become owned. i didn't know all the ins and outs of slavery vs submissiveness nor did i know a lick about bondage. What i did know was that i wanted to serve and i wanted to do it to the best of my ability. i also knew that it was going to take a forgiving Master because while i was eager, i was new and i have some short comings.
So really, i needed no convincing to become His slave, or sex slave at all. i jumped at the chance. As a matter of fact, i even submitted a written resume' to Master, listing all my qualifications! HA! HA! =) i bet if i asked Him, He's still got that resume' archived somewhere in an old email exchange.
Maybe i should be embarrased how "easy" i was when He went looking for me or maybe i should feel like i was a sleeze, but i don't. i just had a feeling that this was the right thing from the get go. Master moved me here exactly 30 days after we met on line. We knew what we wanted and we've been going strong ever since. =)
Thanks so much for the question!!
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
About your bathroom rule. Does master just want to control your privacy or does he actually come into the bathroom to watch you pee and poop?
There are a couple different elements about the bathroom and privacy rule here. Yes He definitely wants and has had complete control over my privacy. i have never been allowed any privacy, that's always been a rule. This is the exact rule as written: #21 you will keep no secrets from Me, unless they involve surprises or gifts. This is another rule regarding privacy, as written: #22 you will have no privacy from Me. you will not close a door between us without permission (except doors leading outside).
So as you can see privacy has always been something that He's had complete control over. The bathroom element is something new though, even before i had to ask permission to use the bathroom, He would sit on the bed and watch me while i went to the bathroom. i've always been really private and this was horrifying to me. Since then it's been easier and easier for me to be open in front of Him.
He has given me no choice but to lay it all out there for Him no matter how horrible it was for me. Master is by no means into bathroom or scat play but what He is into is objectifying me and making me as pliable as possible. This is a pretty effective way of doing so. =)
Thank you so much for the question!
Monday, September 12, 2011
Invaded By Him
Master is getting supplies to finish up a couple more outdoor projects. We've sort of neglected our own work this year, doing all His parents work instead. It's a good feeling though, knowing that their things are getting accomplished and that they'll be all set for a while. So Master has been gone for a while and i've been home alone. The only thing He told me to do while He was gone was use the ice pack on my back.
Of course He wants me to get better and get back on my feet doing all the normal things i always do but then i started thinking about it when He left. There is nothing at all about my inter-workings that He's not aware of. When i hurt my back He could tell the severity of my pain by the way i was walking, moving and acting. When i began to improve even though i had yet to mention that i was feeling better, He knew that i was feeling better because i was moving around better and able to do more without asking for help. This was over a matter of hours, not days.
Even before He made the rule about bathroom usage, there was a no privacy rule, i am not allowed to lock or even shut a door. i don't normally even think about the level of control or even invasion if you will. He has invaded every part of me, completely taken over every single part of me, especially my mind and how i think. But by using that word it might indicate that it was unwanted where of course that's untrue to the fullest degree. There is no part of my life that isn't completely territorialized by Him.
It's amazing to me how One person can have such a hold over another, and yet doing it in a loving manner where there is complete adoration and trust. The words to describe a relationship like ours do not in any manner indicate a loving relationship, do they? Yet in some ways we have a traditional marriage where we love as a Husband and wife love as desperately as any other might. In other ways we couldn't be more different in how we live our M/s life.
i don't really know what made me think of this today, just really Him saying "use the ice pack" when He left, i guess. haha Funny where the mind takes ya.
i hope you're all having a happy Monday.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Of course He wants me to get better and get back on my feet doing all the normal things i always do but then i started thinking about it when He left. There is nothing at all about my inter-workings that He's not aware of. When i hurt my back He could tell the severity of my pain by the way i was walking, moving and acting. When i began to improve even though i had yet to mention that i was feeling better, He knew that i was feeling better because i was moving around better and able to do more without asking for help. This was over a matter of hours, not days.
Even before He made the rule about bathroom usage, there was a no privacy rule, i am not allowed to lock or even shut a door. i don't normally even think about the level of control or even invasion if you will. He has invaded every part of me, completely taken over every single part of me, especially my mind and how i think. But by using that word it might indicate that it was unwanted where of course that's untrue to the fullest degree. There is no part of my life that isn't completely territorialized by Him.
It's amazing to me how One person can have such a hold over another, and yet doing it in a loving manner where there is complete adoration and trust. The words to describe a relationship like ours do not in any manner indicate a loving relationship, do they? Yet in some ways we have a traditional marriage where we love as a Husband and wife love as desperately as any other might. In other ways we couldn't be more different in how we live our M/s life.
i don't really know what made me think of this today, just really Him saying "use the ice pack" when He left, i guess. haha Funny where the mind takes ya.
i hope you're all having a happy Monday.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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