i was stumped for something to write about today so i went to submissive journal prompts and i was reminded of something Master and i were talking about when we were at work last night.
Master and i ironically enough work at a church. So if you're a new reader, yes we do in fact sell porn and work at a church. Neither Master nor i take issue with that, we're perfectly happy providing a service in each aspect. Master made a remark about working at the church and i said that i really like working there, for me it reminds me of my place in the world.
Because of what i do at the church, i do a lot of cleaning, i feel good about the cleaning and it gives me a chance to serve. We don't get paid much but it's what the church can afford and it makes me personally feel good to do it. Master told me that my place in this world is to serve Him. my place in this world is to serve Him, absolutely and totally to serve Him. i agree, of that there is no question.
i have always had a yearning i guess you could call it, to help and serve others. i need to feel needed and to "do". That's why i worked in long term care it gave me a chance to try to make their lives better, in every way i could possibly imagine, but i didn't work in direct patient care.
When there was a need though and they were short on the floor, we stepped up and got in there to help out. i did the best i could, haha, those poor people they were the ones who had to be patient with me! =)
i couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt as i walked away from the conversation thinking i should have answered Master differently. i feel as though i've been put on this earth to make some sort of small difference, if someone in my presence is in need, i can't sit by and look the other way (with Master's permission of course). i also know in my heart that i was made to be Master's slave, i don't feel that the two need to be mutually exclusive.
Master usually indulges me when i want to do something for someone, especially if it's been for His parents or if it won't cost a ton of money. If my ideas are really "out there" then He'll reel me back in and tell me that it's just not possible. i guess i sort of had an epiphany in that while i am most certainly Master's slave, wife, lover, servant, first, i think i'll always be a willing servant in my heart. i don't think that's a bad thing as long as Master approves of my activities.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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Thursday, September 06, 2012
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Very interesting post. I agree the two do not need to be mutually exclusive as long as master comes first, which he clearly does, so you are good to go.
ReplyDeleteThanks! i just know that of course serving Master, being told i'm a good girl or that i've done a good job is the best feeling in the world.
ReplyDeleteIt's also totally gratifying being allowed to serve others, in different ways. =)