i need to find balance, a happy medium if you will between complete chaos and our time being pretty much our time. Yes in the last few years we've devoted a lot of time to Master's parents but nothing like the last few weeks since Master's Mom has been in the nursing home. Pretty much every day revolves around going to see her, Master's Dad or if we're not going to see her we're doing something related to them. i'm just not balancing things at home and His parents very well.
So when i have a day at home, i feel as though i have to do everything in that day. Clean/laundry/catch up on the blog/email/phone calls, you name it! It's clear that i need to find some sort of routine in order to make my life just a bit easier. i have routines for the animals because you can't just not care for them and of course the daily things like dishes, but it's the things that you can let yourself fall behind on, like laundry and cleaning! ugh!
i know i put this pressure on myself, no one is going to come in and inspect our bathrooms or tell me my pillow cases should be changed. But i know! That's what is important!
Not only that, i just need to find a sense of balance for my own well being. i need to know that on those days we have home, it's not going to spent running myself ragged.
i'm sorry to complain, we're sorta going through a rough time right now.
If anyone is still reading, bless you!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
Good luck with finding balance. I hope things get easier soon.
ReplyDeleteAll the best to you and yours.
Anon,
DeleteThank you very much! Thank you as well for stopping by! =)
::Big hugs to you:: treasure! I know exactly what you mean, I have felt very similar lately, because Master has had to work late the last few weeks, and I've felt overly burdened to get all of my chores and things done, and I just simply don't have the time. Now that he doesn't have to work so much, I'm slowly climbing out of my hole, but I feel like I am constantly chasing that one "thirty minute break". >.< Sometimes the pressure we put on ourselves is so much worse than the pressure other people put on us, huh? ::Hugs:: I hope you start to feel a bit more relaxed and caught up on things soon.
ReplyDeleteYou know, i just have that urge to be everywhere at once without being selfish. Yet when i *am* selfish or i ask Master if we can not go to something or not "do" something i seriously feel horrid.
DeleteThere just has to be a happy medium in there somewhere. i don't want to ask for a "FULL STOP" just to catch up on our own lives or so i don't completely lose my mind. i have to get a handle on this new pace.
i'm sure i'll find something that works, but until i figure it all out, i feel a bit like dust in the wind! haha
Thank you kitty for always understanding! i hope things continue to slow down for you. They'll have to now that you'll be recovering! =p HUGS!!
XOXOXO