This was the assignment:
I want you to take 30 minutes and come up with a list of things that have never been done to you, things you fear I'm likely to do or make you do sooner or later, or even things I might never do, but you think are possible...things that terrify you.
That was the entire thing. Only thirty minutes, hey not too bad.... that was my first thought. Then it started to sink in, i had to dedicate 30 minutes to thinking about things that i knew He may do to me in the future that seriously terrify me. Umm ready, set, scream!
So once i read the email again i thought i could categorize them into things that completely terrify me and things that just mildly freak me out.
So this was my response:
Terrified of:
Branding
Hood with a breather gag.
Any other type of breathing restrictions really, like through a tube or whatever.
Things that frighten me;
Labia piercings.
Cuttings.
Big piercings that require holes or tunnels.
Fire play.
Shave my head.
Not let me use the furniture or sleep in the bed anymore.
Take away coffee and tea.
Take away soda.
Take away specific foods that i like not just like cake and cookies but specific foods that i like such as beets because You don't like them, things like that.
i guess that's about all i can think off right off the top of my head, i'm sure i'm missing some big ones.
Yours
There are a couple on there that i should explain. The branding is one that has always freaked me out to the core. It's also been one that i've always thought He might actually do someday.
The piercings i only put on there because i know there will be more piercings some day and some of them will be fairly intense. i want them, i'm just frightened of them.
Shaving my head. Master really loves long hair, it's almost a passion of His, if you will. However if it ever gets to a point where He doesn't care for my hair for some reason, i could see Him shaving my head completely. That would freak me out, a lot.
i have just been thinking about this list a lot since i wrote it, i wonder what i missed..... i certainly missed a few things i'm sure...... hmmmm....
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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