Master and i joke all the time about 'not thinking it through'. Saying things and not thinking about what the actual consequence might actually be!
So let me say this before anyone gets any ideas that i think i made the wrong choice or i think i should have made a different choice, nothing could be further from the truth. i will say.... i didn't think the whole thing through....
When i came here to be with Master i knew i was leaving my entire life and everything i knew behind. The town i left behind, while it was the only city i've ever known it's got a very high crime rate and there's nothing super special about it. However the tiny village where i grew up, is super special and everyone knows everyone. So i was no stranger to being around people i knew and plenty of them. It's grown a lot but it will never lose that feeling about it.
What i didn't think through wasn't the fact that i would be leaving my family, it was that i wouldn't have anyone here. From day one i had Master's Mom, but i've never had a friend to call up and chat with. It just never once dawned on me i wouldn't start a new life here with friends and family.
People most generally find friends through work and seeing that i wasn't working, there weren't going to be friends for me. Master's job never really offered friends although the one couple we met were lovely but moved away. Even though Master's Mom was usually wonderful to talk to she was still Master's Mom and i wasn't able to tell her the things friends tell friends. For a long time i held out hope that Master's sister would befriend me but that's hopeless, it turns out she will never be someone i can call a friend. You can't make someone like you, lol! So that's a dead-end. i believe she's one of those people that if i even keep trying i will continue to set myself up for disappointment that is absolutely something i do not need.
i think since Master's Mom had her stroke and now of course since she's gone, it's really sunk in that there's no one for me to just pick up the phone and chat with. It really bugs Master when i call my sister and chat with her. He doesn't care for her and that leaves absolutely no one to talk to. He allows me to speak her, He just doesn't care for her at all. i heard a long time ago that women need to say a certain amount of words per day, i never thought i was like that, because i am a pretty quiet person. Maybe that is the case for me though, i don't need to talk about anything really, just to say things and have someone hear me, that's a good thing.
There is a point to my rambling, i think it's time i really assert myself (Master thinks so too) and start looking for a munch group to attend. Whether it's going back to the group we attended one time, they were great! One never knows. i am not expecting to find my soul sister or anything like that. Maybe it will just be something to do once in a while and that's really all i'm looking for right now. Master said He'll go and i'm hoping He has a good time. Now i just have to find a group and location that works for us! =)
Have a good Saturday!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
I'm sure you'll find a group that welcomes you :)
ReplyDeleteThanks luna, i'm sure you're right! =)
DeleteYa know, you're right, I don't much like your sister, but you left out one thing. You don't like her either. Yes, you love her because she's your sister, but she's not a good person. She's self-centered, she's superficial, she's better than other people, she throws away more money than we have, she cheated on her husband, and when it comes right down to it, she's more interested in the conversation she had with a stranger yesterday than she is with your happiness. I know you didn't really mean to demonize me up there, but let's be honest here.
ReplyDeletei am really sorry Master. i should choose my words much more wisely. i know very well that You want nothing but the best for me and You hate to see me get hurt. (unless it's at Your Hand!!) i also know that You would much prefer to see me make friends someone who is worthy of my loyalty. This is yet again another perfect example of me not thinking things through!!
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