I know you will submit to anything master wants. Bondage, pain, humilation. However you don't really seem to enjoy it. You just seem to tolerate it. If master loves you why would he do things to you that you don't like?
Hi there and please accept my apologies! i should have gotten to your question a long time ago but unfortunately a cold bug got to me and i've been a bit under the weather.You're right of course, it goes without saying that i'll submit to whatever Master desires. Understanding how a slave's mind works is tricky indeed, i'll give you that. The fact of the matter is my true enjoyment comes from knowing i've pleased Him in everything i do.
Even if i might not enjoy the task at hand whatever that may be, knowing that Master Himself derives pleasure from a bondage session or tossing me into the shower and peeing on me and leaving me sit there in the cold water. i might be uncomfortable during a spanking and cry at the top of my lungs and wish He'd stop. But here's where the real reward is for me. After it's all said and done, i can look down and see a deep red chain mark or maybe a pretty purple bruise from the spanking and know beyond a shadow of a doubt that i've submitted to His will, for His pleasure and been a good slave and have the marks to prove it.
Master loves me more than He loves anything in this world, He Himself isn't much of a sadist, although He is a Dom! =) Part of His job is to constantly remind me of my place and send me deeper and deeper into my submission to Him. The only way to do that is to push me beyond anything i ever imagined i was capable of doing. If He allowed me to dictate what i would and wouldn't do or to set limits, who would be in charge? Master makes me do things He knows i don't like BECAUSE He loves me, not the opposite. These things strengthen our bond and make me a better slave, in the end.
Thank you so much for the question! =)
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