Last week Master said something to me that i've been trying to keep at the forefront of my mind when possible. i had let my mouth get me in trouble once again and He told me that i am at my best behavior when i am in trouble. That of course, makes sense because i want to please Master and get on His good side again.
However, when He made that remark, what really resounded with me was the fact that i wanted to feel what i was feeling at that very moment. Would i be able to try to remember that feeling of humility and servility, in order to carry it with me? Those are the feelings that i need to be able to draw on to remember my place more often. It's just super easy when we're having fun and i'm getting snarky to forget who i am. If i were able to constantly resource those feeling more freely, life would be easier for me, i think.
It's not as easy as one might think to just be an open book, i don't think anyway. i'm referring to one specific thing. my Mom always wanted to hear me sing and so does Master. i don't want to make the same mistakes as i did with my Mom. i rarely sang for her and it was too late. So my goal the last few days has been to play the music station on the TV and sing along. Master complains all the time that i don't sing along and if i do, it's quietly or under my breath. So i tried to pay attention to myself, what do i do and why do i do it? my voice isn't as strong as it used to be, but there are times i can sing super loud and when i can, i do. Of course, i have to know the words. =) So when i know the words and when i am able to sing out, i will, for Master. Other times, even when my voice isn't as strong as i wish it were, i will still sing out as much as possible. my breathing is damaged from years of smoking and my range is half of what it used to be.
Today we have lots to do and sitting here isn't getting one lick of it done! =)
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
Yep. I always behave better before an impending punishment too. If you find out how to carry that with you for a longer period of time please let me know.
ReplyDeleteHehe i think if i ever were able to figure it out for certain we might become very wealthy indeed! =)
DeleteI'd like to hear you sing! ;)
ReplyDeleteThank you! i'm working on building up my confidence again. i am my worst critic, for sure! =)
Deletemost of us are our own worst critics, even Masters . . . ;)
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