Master just said to me that the blog has been "quiet" this week. Translation: "write slave". i don't know why i don't write as soon as i have a thought pop into my head except that the thoughts usually come to me while i'm in the shower. By the time i'm out and dry enough to write, i've forgotten just about everything or i've even forgotten i had ideas! =/
Not long ago i made the remark in a blog post, i believe it might have been in response to a question asked last month, and i said something like i had never said "no" to Master in reference to sex. i quite emphatically defended that statement even. Just the other night Master got in bed after i had been asleep and decided He would have a blow job. my response? -insert whiney voice here- i was asleeeeeeeep. Then i got up and gave Him a blow job. i didn't technically refuse, but wow, just wow.
You know, i call myself a slave, everywhere i have a profile and on here, i call myself an owned slave. That's the first thing i say about myself to anyone in the lifestyle. i won't sit here and say that one stupid mistake is worth beating myself up about or tossing myself straight into martyrdom over, but i don't want it become a habit. Not that Master would allow it, He was all over me the second i made the comment. i'm just pretty annoyed with myself that i even did it in the first place.
It bothers me most because Master puts up with a lot already from me with my headaches. He really does give me lots of leeway when i'm having a particularly rough time. He knows what i can and can't do when it's really bad and there are even times that His needs and wants will come before my headache pain. That's the way it is and that's okay because He over looks it often enough, it's not like i'm gunna die, lol. i think more than anything He does that as a reminder to me that my pain, my head isn't going to control our relationship. If we let it, it certainly could.
Now, why can't i have that attitude in the moment? =) That's the question of the hour!
Well i am off to paint my nails!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
This is a slave's daily account of a 24/7 BDSM relationship. If you are easily offended by sexual or kinky topics, this journal is NOT for you, please refrain from reading. Should you decide to proceed, my hope is that you thoroughly enjoy yourself and feel free to leave comments.
Biz Page
On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
Thursday, April 12, 2012
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