The other night Master had just gotten out of the shower and was sitting at His computer. He called out to me, "slave, come here", so i dropped whatever i was doing which most likely wasn't much and went to Him. He was still fairly involved in His computer work and not yet ready to deal with me so there i stood waiting for Him in silence.
There is always one week of the month when my blog posting is very light to say the least, my housework is at a minimum and i just do whatever i can to get by. That explains His next question to me. "How is your head?". Master doesn't ask this question very often He usually doesn't need to, it's almost always written on my face. Typically He doesn't need to know specifically my level of pain. He asks when He knows the pain has been severe and He wants to know if i am having any break.
His point was well taken and i knew very well how to respond. i told Him that it wasn't as bad as it had been and that it was bound to be very bad this week. i told Him that i would like to give Him a blow job especially because i knew how the upcoming week was bound to be. Master just shook His head and told me that He does NOT make "deals". In other words He'd have a blow job that night and any other time He wanted one regardless of my pain level.
He didn't say that but that's what He should have said. He puts up with way too much really. Let it be said that i've never refused Him, ever, not once, not nevah. However, when i am in terrible pain He refuses to allow me to give Him a blow job because He knows the kind of pain it creates. i can't even say how much i appreciate His kindness and patience. Sometimes it seems never ending because the pain is never ending. Mine pain never leaves it only waxes and wanes. It's up to me to be completely honest with Master in letting Him know what i can and can't tolerate.
Trying to "make a deal" with Him was shameful. i was trying to get Him to allow me to give Him a blow job on my terms. i was totally trying to call the shots as though saying "i feel fairly well at the moment so lets go" or "i'm not tired at the moment so, lets go". Is it really slavery if there is no sacrifice? i'm not saying there should be excruciating pain at all times or that i shouldn't have some level of comfort. Looking back at the situation the role should have been reversed completely. i should have been offering myself to Him at His leisure, not mine. Just being honest with Him at all times should be enough. Had i answered Him and told Him that i was having a fairly good night, things would have gone fine.
They went alright anyway i'm just saying that i need to be more true to Him all the time with my pain levels and true to myself. i need to ask myself who or what i am putting first, am i putting the pain first or Master first. Sometimes when i power through, i actually feel better afterward, by letting the endorphins kick in i just have to get over the hump. That's not always the case but sometimes it can be.
Note to self, He doesn't make deals. Got it. =)
i hope you're all having a good Thursday.
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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