The last few weeks have been a bit of a roller coaster for Master and i in that we've had to watch close friends, break up. For all intents and purposes they were really the only couple that we truly know, in the lifestyle, in real life. We've met others but these guys are our friends. The last few weeks, we feel like we went through the break up with them, the whole pain staking process. Of course, we didn't, we weren't there but it's difficult because we were there when they met and now we're here for the break up.
Now what? In some way we feel a sense of responsibility, Master introduced them and in every way, we wanted them to get together. Very soon after they started talking, their relationship took off like wild fire and the rest is history. As i see it, we gave them each other but we can't feel responsible for what happens next. But... we do, somewhat.
They are terrific people, both in their own right, she's loving and passionate and he's caring and sweet with a quiet sadistic side to him that very few people see. Seemed like a perfect match. The thing is once they were together everything else was out of our hands and that's the very hard thing to let go of, having to sit by and watch them sink or swim. For a long time they were swimming just fine but we've never lived close by so we didn't talk a ton to them. The bottom line is, Master and i feel bad. i feel guilty and i can't help but feel like we failed them, somehow.
This post isn't for or to them, i'm not sure if they'll see it or not. It's more of me just hoping that they don't blame us, or feel some sense of bitterness, once the dust has settled. That would be terrible.
i think as with anything, we have found happiness in this lifestyle and she had already been in the lifestyle. He expressed interest in it and Master immediately thought of her, she was single, he was single... It seemed like a no brainer and we simply wanted them to find as much happiness as we have found. No one could fault us for that, i suppose.
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I don't think there's anything to feel guilty about. Not at all. They're both grown-ups, their relationship would have succeeded or failed based on their own abilities to communicate, bond and love each other. The fact that they were introduced by you is irrelevant.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about their break-up though, that's always rough.
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Of course you're right. There is just always an element of responsibility when you're the ones who introduced them. So guilt shouldn't play a factor at all, i guess it just does, for me, i don't know why. =)
ReplyDeleteNot to mention the fact how much we wanted them to really make it, right? i just know how happy Master and i are within this alternative lifestyle and knowing that we had hoped that they might find the same happiness. i suppose it's upsetting a few different levels. There is always hope for them of course, just not with each other. =)
I am happy to see you thinking so much of this subject. I assure you that neither of you should feel guilty about anything. and honestly things may change, one can never foresee the future I guess. who knows maybe it will be a valentines day for her to remember for the rest of her life :)
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