i don't know what's the matter with me lately. In a slump? Just crabby? Still feeling the effects of losing the baby? i really don't know but it seems like every time i turn around Master is on me about something or other and not in that *good* way lol. He told me the other day that i was arguing with His Mom, we were out to eat and i was wrong about something, so He reached over and gave my leg a squeeze. i knew i must have been out of line, right away. On the way home He said that i "can't be wrong", wow what a horrible quality for a slave right? i can't count how many times a day i say to Him "You're right" or how many times a day i agree with other people, people i am chatting to on line, my sister, people on the phone... i must not see it. Somehow i have to get a better handle on it though if it appears to Him that "i can't be wrong".
There is a difficult line to draw though, i know there is. i am not supposed to argue, we've been over that time and again. So in order not to argue i must back down but Master says i wait too long, there shouldn't even be a "too long". There should be no conflicting point, but how can that ever be? There are times in every relationship where there are differences of opinions and things come up. There are also times where there is a right and wrong and if i don't say something, something bad might happen, there is a certain amount of trust there too. i trust Him 100% but i also know that He is not perfect, if i see something He perhaps has missed or over looked, when is it appropriate to say something? It's a very fine line between being sassy to being a help meet.
i have a lot to work on and sort out, normally when it comes to decisions or questions i am on the fence, this week there have been four separate occasions that i can think of where i have specifically asked for time away from His Mom. i don't know why i feel this need to distance myself in such a manner. i am really trying to let this go and give it up to God because i'm at a loss. i asked to stay home and not to go supper with them one night, i asked that we not invite them over one night again tonight i wanted to go to dinner without them or that we drive alone. i am just not sure where all this is coming from.
Either way it doesn't matter, once i am at peace inside i believe that i'll be at peace with those around me. i just have to pray for peace and figure out what has gotten me so torn.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
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