i've been trying to get this posted all week and every time i sit down to write something else comes up and i get distracted. This week Master and i updated pretty much every single profile i have on line and as you'll see, a few days ago, He updated the side bar as well. i'm sure this took much longer than it should have but i move slowly haha.
It's been very rainy the last couple days and we went shopping yesterday and got caught in a nasty storm where we had to pull off for a while. We weren't the only ones, us a several other cars took refuge in a park to avoid the 60+ MPH winds and torrential down pours where we couldn't see to drive. It was insane and we were driving right into the storm so had we kept going we wouldn't have driven out of it.
Yesterday i spoke to Master's Mom on the phone twice, both times i hung up and did nothing but complain about her for several minutes after i got off the phone with her. i really feel as though i am completely in the wrong here, as long as i don't allow her to walk all over me, i need to be the bigger person in every situation. Even if she's wrong, as long as it doesn't cause harm to me or someone else i need to let it go. In the end, what does being right or wrong really matter, honestly? my Grandpa used to say that people argue when aren't sure. That's so prophetic, and true! If you're sure of something, there is nothing to argue about so just let it go, If i know that i am correct about something there is just no reason to argue with her. Let her be, what is the sense in arguing when peace is so much easier. Unless she wants to set the oven to 500 degrees when it's supposed to be at 300 or it calls for 1 cup of sugar and she wants to add 1 cup of salt, what is the harm?
Master says that it makes me the doormat in all situations but i contend that it allows me to have a servants heart. It teaches me to be humble and not complain and die to it, when i want to complain, i should say something positive. Instead of how angry she makes me i need to say nothing at all or say something positive.
Today i was hoping to spend the day swimming and cook out but the rain sort of changed those plans, maybe we can have a movie night instead! i'll have to wait and see what Master says. i don't think it's a great night to cook out when we're not sure if it will rain more or not. It sure doesn't look promising though.
my new rules are going well, i know that Master is loving it that's for sure and it makes me focus more on pleasing Him and more on serving Him. i am not as shy about approaching Him either where before it was harder for me to just kneel before Him and right out ask to either give Him a blow job or suck His cock, now i have no choice being that it's a rule. i'll become more and more comfortable with it as time goes by. The only thing that is difficult about it is that i have been feeling poorly lately and i have been having to work around that quite a bit. i trust that i will be feeling a little better soon and that this is just a slump, i have these and then i'll feel a bit better for a while, i'm looking forward to that! =)
i hope everyone is having a great weekend.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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Saturday, July 24, 2010
Being the bigger person, no matter how hard it is
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