Sunday morning i woke up with the worst headache i have ever had in my life. All i could do was lay in bed and cry and scream because the pain was so intense. i have said before that sometimes Master makes me feel bad because i’m hurting all the time but i’ll tell ya, today was something very different. Today i saw the “color of His love” if you will. He was there for me in every way that He could be. He got my meds for me, He got my ice pack, He made me as comfortable as He possibly could. But that wasn’t the big thing. He was there, He stood there and held my hand, He sat there and talked to me, He was simply…. there. Like i said, i have never had such terrific pain but the one thing that kept my head on was the fact that i knew He was there. i knew that no matter what happened, He would be there and that He would take care of me, no matter what that meant. i can’t remember the events as they played out because of the pain, but i do remember laying there and whispering His name and having Him be at my side in a matter of seconds.
As i sit here typing it occurs to me that no matter how bad things get for me, no matter how dim i think the future with headaches might be, i know that He’ll be there. That makes this life not only worth living but it makes my life a much brighter existence. i may get upset with Him for making me feel guilty for hurting and i may not understand exactly how He feels sometimes but in the end, none of that matters. There are even times when i might question His love for me. But all i have to do is sit back and remember today (Sunday). All i have to do is remember the look on His face as i cried out to Him in pain and i’ll never have to question His love again. It was all spelled out there on His face. i could see Him hurting for me and i knew that there wasn’t anything He wouldn’t do to take the pain away.
Some people might say that i’m cursed to live a life in pain, with no end in sight. People have even said that they were glad that they didn’t have to walk a day in my shoes. But i can say with no question in my mind…. i am blessed. Maybe these headaches are just God’s way of telling me that He trusts me to handle it and grow from the experiences. One thing i know for sure, i am one lucky girl.
i love You Master, with all my heart. Thank You.
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
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