i've been thinking about privacy or lack thereof. i've spoken of this several times and not long ago someone asked me about Master's rule for me in regard to using the bathroom. Where i said i really have no personal privacy, to be blunt.
It's just interesting to me though how i have become an open book to Master, in every single aspect of life. my telephone calls, my email, my journals even my on line chatting or even every website i visit. The only time i am allowed to have a secret is for a present or surprise and that is rare.
The only thing that i have of my own are my thoughts and to be honest even that isn't something that Master is entirely fond of. Master wants to know what's going on with me and He can't control me if He doesn't know what's going on with me at all times. That's really very simple. If i am upset and talking to someone else about it, He's out of the loop. If i'm frustrated and He doesn't know about it, again it's a lack of control. If i bottle it up inside and keep something from Him, He would have no idea that i might be stewing about something (an activity He forbids, by the way, i'm supposed to let things go and not stew!). It's easier said than done, to be this "open book" that i speak of, it really is.
The email and computer stuff is easy, the journal is right there in front of Him, the phone calls are easy also. It's the thoughts that are hard for me. If i'm truly not allowed any privacy or if i'm really not allowed to keep anything from Him being this open book is hard work. Something i'm not really all that great at. i'm terrific at thinking and working out scenarios or talking to Master in my head, i'm not so super at the actual verbalization.
Something so simple as Master: "what do you want to do tonight?"
What i'm thinking is: (i really just want to do whatever You want to do because i'm not all that particular, but if i say that, You'll get frustrated for me not having an opinion, so i know i better suggest something!)
What i say is: "How about a movie, were You thinking a movie, or no?"
Which couldn't be MORE wishy-washy if i TRIED, so THAT gets a bad reaction too!
Sometimes being an open book is bad and even more frustrating than keeping your mouth shut! Less is more... *nod*.
Ohhhh us poor slaves, we have it rough don't we?? *snicker*
Have a great weekend!!! =)
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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