When Master and i have a cross roads His way of teaching me has always been through writing. Usually through email. There is a very simple reason for this, His temper is bad and when He writes He can sit and gather His thoughts, not let the anger build up and things are very productive. It's always worked for us that way. Things come up and He'll send an email, now i don't mean every day "i don't like the way you did the dishes", i mean big things and in the past these emails have gone back and forth for days or even weeks. This might seem odd to people but it works, there are flaws in the system however. The main flaw is, my memory but more to the point i get things mixed up and confused. An area that had been black and white 3 or 4 hours prior, something i completely understood when i got up from the computer and was fairly sure i was clear on, i got mixed up in my head.
It was THE MAIN ISSUE we were "haggling" over the entire email pretty much. Hot sex talk was the top of the email. my libido is bleh. For more reasons that i'll go into here, it just is. The main one is the medicine though. So it needs work and takes effort, tons of effort. Before i went on the medicine, i had a libido, now, none. So i just finished reading over the email exchange and because it went back and forth so many times, it's no wonder it gets confusing. That's one thing i've mentioned to Him before, going back and forth more than a couple times, it's very easy for me to lose track. The email system is great, at first. Go back and forth more than once or twice and it's a hot mess.
So in bed last night, i mess up. The main issue we talked about in the email, the main issue that i thought was sorted out. i got it completely backward and He'd had it with me, pushed me away and said "we're done here". Okay, so i sat on the side of the bed and tried to sort it out again in my head where i went wrong. Master says to me all the time "you're not dumb", nope i'm not. You know what i am though? i am someone who walks around with what feels like nails driven into her skull for the better part of the time, yesterday was one of those days. It's hard to concentrate on anything at all, let alone very specific things. This isn't something i've thought of as an excuse, hours later. Before i even got to my knees and began sucking His cock i was trying to think of hot sexy things to say and i thought, how am i going to think of things to say to Him when all i can think about is that it feels like nails in my head?
This is still my fault because before i got up from my computer i should have printed off this list of things to say. i have a list right here, i put it on my desk top of my computer. It's not like i'm not trying, we only had the email exchange yesterday. He is sick and tired of giving me excuses for my head.
Right now i'm not sure what to do to get back on track with Master. We will work it out, we always do.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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