A week away from Christmas and we have nothing wrapped and i'm not done shopping for Master. At this point we typically have things wrapped and i am done shopping or i feel a bit more prepared at least. i am going to clean for Master's Mom on Monday and that will make the last of my Christmas money. i've always saved my own little stash for Master's Christmas presents and i didn't want this year to be any different although i ran a little short this year so i'm scrambling to finish up. i can use the house money to buy presents but that just seems off to me, i dunno.
Anyway lots of things seem off lately we had a weird thing last night, things were said that i'm still trying to process and i don't know what if anything was resolved. There are a lot of things i should say when we have talks but i don't seem to say anything because i fear saying the wrong thing. i hate to make things worse and make Him more angry. So i sit either silent or stumbling for words, making myself more confused and making Him more angry. He says i should say something anyway.
i am missing my family right now or what there is left of it anyway. i talk to my sister now that she's in the states and that's good but being friendless and no where near anyone on my side of the family at holiday time isn't easy. i look forward to time spent with Master's family but sadly, He doesn't. There is stress there because there has been some bad blood built up more and more this past year with His brother in law. i know this is a bit pity party here but nothing i've said isn't 100% true and there is just no simple way to change things, there is no good way to make friends here (we've tried the munch thing and working on it again) and family is just too far away. Holiday time is always the toughest, on everyone. i realize that i am one of the lucky ones. i have nothing to complain about, someone out there always has it much much worse. Sitting here, i should (and am) be ashamed of myself for feeling bad sometimes you just can't help it, i guess.
Peace and happiness to you all.
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
read back all the years on my blog, i too have a real hard time at the holidays.
ReplyDeletesame reason as you, no friends, the family in canada and Masters family DOESNT celebrate at all.
I think i spend most of the month...crying
all i can say is..it will be over soon.
hugs
starla