i picked up Life's Little Instruction Book again, just a few nights ago. Just to refresh my memory on the suggestions that the writer gave his son. There were parts of that book that i really found inspirational and i've always loved that book, so when i thought of it a week or so ago, i thought i'd look through it again. i'm glad i did because it's been a little dose of reality i think, that i need work, a lot of it.
Yesterday, we had our yard sale and the friends that i've really been struggling with came over. She had called earlier in the week and asked if they could come and "use our pool", interesting phrasing on that i thought, but i returned the call and said that it wasn't really in good shape. We've just had too much rain, but i would work hard this week to get it ready for the weekend and if they were coming to the city-wide yard sales, hopefully it would be ready for the weekend. Unfortunately, all it did all week was pour and the chemicals that i put into the pool went to waste and it's still not good for swimming. When they got here there was a telephone conversation where they planned their entire evening of a cookout and the entire meal, fishing and fun, all of which in years past, every single Saturday night, we would have been included. There is no way that anyone can tell me that phone call wasn't strategically planned to take place in our garage at that exact time. When she hung up the phone she announced to her children that they had to run back into town for their company who would be joining them for dinner, for a beverage for him. They finished looking around at our yard sale items and i was no longer able to face them or look them in the eye. They said their goodbyes to Master and i and i was looking out the back window of the garage and said nothing but "bye".
The very second they were safely behind a closed car door, i burst into tears. i am just not used to that kind of senseless horrible treatment and i don't know what we did wrong, if anything. i couldn't say anything more than "bye" because i would have completely fallen apart in front of them and that would have been more trouble and caused a scene that they most likely wouldn't even have understood how hurt i was.
Here is where the book comes into play. "Be kinder than necessary". i was rude. i was less than kind, when they asked me about the pool, i was curt, and when they said good bye i barely spoke. i was NOT the bigger person and i was just down right nasty. Whether or not i was hurt, does that give me the right to be rude? No, i don't think it does. Should i shower them with kindness? i think i should still be kind and courteous, yes. i don't really live my life with that whole, WWJD, thing, i am just trying to do the right thing in my mind.. wwid, what would i do? i am the only one whose conscience i have to answer to. i figure if i am right with God then i should be doing as He would want me to do.
Last night Master said that i probably won't have to worry about them asking about the pool again because i was rude. i am more upset about being rude to them than how much they hurt me, but i have to forgive myself for that. i have to remember that i too am human and i was hurting, it doesn't make it right but i do have to forgive myself.
It's hard for Master to allow me to let someone walk all over me, be it a "friend", a family member, anyone really. Being the Master of my fate, He is the One who wants control of when i do or don't cry or when i do or don't feel pain physical or mental. Seeing me submit to someone else even in the slightest way, even if it's help in the kitchen, i think is difficult for Him, this is even harder.
i am glad i picked up that book again, there are so many life lessons to learn, that is only one tiny one.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
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