i can't recall another time in my life where i have had such a peace about something. i know that this time it wasn't meant to be and that God had a plan for us. In my life i have felt gratefulness before but this was different. i have never been so grateful as i was to be allowed to carry this baby and spend the time i did, carrying this baby, even though the time was short. i understand that this baby wasn't the one for us, this baby wasn't meant to be but even if i am never given another chance to carry another baby, i'll treasure this time for my entire life. i never thought i would even get to do this much. i was always told that this would never happen for me so this was a gift.
i told Master that i would be sad but that i would try to be strong. When the doctor told us that the baby had lost the heartbeat i just sobbed, but not only for my loss, but for the baby. i was so sad for little "bean" as we called him (because he was the size of a bean), sad because he wouldn't have a chance. Even though i know this just wasn't little bean's time, i was sad for him and of course for us.
i believe that i'll be given another chance and i have a hope that it will work out for us. i don't think that this would just come right out of the blue like this to just never work out. That's my true feeling. So for now, i am hopeful that we'll conceive again and when i am healed, we'll have fun trying! =)
The hospital gave us the tiniest little ring and we'll put it with the ultrasound pictures and set them all away in a little memory box or something. We're sad but we're not going to dwell. i think it's really nice of them to give the ring it's a really neat memento.
Master is out doing all our running because i am laid up tonight. i had to take it easy all day and we have a house full of people coming on Sunday for which we are completely unprepared. We're going to be gone almost every day until then and there is no way we'll be ready ha. ha. ugh. Please think good thoughts for us.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
hugs to you both.
ReplyDeletestarla
*hugs*
ReplyDeleteI pray you'll see your baby again someday.
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