i dunno much about too much lol... i was reading Kaya's blog as one of the blogs that i read every day. She had a topic on her blog about when you start to pull away from your Master, how do you get back to where you once were? i know i get there too sometimes, maybe we all do? i was just wondering what i would say if someone asked me how to bridge the gap, then i thought about last night. Master and i were watching TV on the couch, we have kind of a large love seat in the living room that we use as our "couch". my head hurt and i was nearly asleep so i curled up and used Him as my pillow.
Actions speak louder than words. i think maybe instead of going to Him and confessing my inner most thoughts in one fell swoop or doing one big thing to show Him how much He means to me, i think for me it would be one small action at a time. Telling Him that i wish to goodness He wouldn't take that shopping trip because i just have a terrible feeling about. That translates into "if something ever happened to You, i would die without You". Freaking out in the book isle because i can't get that one book He wanted for Christmas, knowing that disappointing Him would break my heart. Or the one night i sobbed over burnt fish because i knew i'd ruined it and i had wanted the fish to be just like His buddy made for Him.
Those might seem like rediculous examples but to me every one of them scream, i can't live without You and i want to please You more than anything in life! As with just about everything in my own life, i start small because great leaps and bounds seem to spook me. i guess i just try to keep the gap closed by little things. It doesn't always work and i think a lot of times Master might not see the things that i do the way that i do. Maybe He sees me as just being crazy LOL, i dunno. But i've always thought that actions speak volumes. Sometimes the words might seem empty if there is nothing cosistant to back it up, ya know?
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
This is a slave's daily account of a 24/7 BDSM relationship. If you are easily offended by sexual or kinky topics, this journal is NOT for you, please refrain from reading. Should you decide to proceed, my hope is that you thoroughly enjoy yourself and feel free to leave comments.
Biz Page
On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
Monday, December 22, 2008
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