i hope everyone had a safe and happy weekend. Ours was a good weekend but i'm happy to say it's over. i'm tired and still working on trying to get over a sore back. It just doesn't seem to want to give in. i'm not helping any though. i'm having a hard time sitting still for any length of time and feeling restless when i do sit for too long. We had a few people over Saturday and had perfect weather for it. Sunday we went to a museum and out for supper with friends. It was a great time and a really fun weekend.
Master is out right now checking to see if He'll be able to go fishing this weekend. With all the flooding, all the boat ramps have been closed. i'm hoping He'll be able to go. He and His friend haven't really been fishing at all this summer and they are missing it as are many of the avid fisherman around here.
Master has been sending me reading material via email. Cock worship is the latest one He sent. i have much work to do and much to learn. my level of passion is low, almost nonexistent. It was never like that before, i don't know what changed or when it changed. It could be medicine, i've taken a lot of meds that effect libido. Whatever the reason, i wish i could get it back. It's hard to make yourself feel passionate. Although i've read that if you just fake it for a bit, very soon you aren't faking anymore. The passion becomes very real, very quickly. i wonder if there's any truth in that. Master says that i'm very robotic, i follow the rules and i do what i'm told when i'm told but if it were up to me, there wouldn't ever be sex. i don't know if that's true or not. i hope He's wrong. There's also the possibility that i'm embarrassed at times. That now there's too much focus on my passion or lack there of and that if i were to show any at all, He'd make a big deal out of it and it would be embarrassing. That probably sounds ridiculous too. At any rate, there is much work to be done.
Master has begun the ever painful job hunting process. We both hate this process, both of us for different reasons. i just hope that He's able to find something that He likes quickly. i know how hard this is on Him and when something is hard on Him, it's hard on me too. So i'm praying for quick, positive results.
He'll be home soon, so I should bug off here.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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Regarding your loss of passion, I have that same issue. It comes and goes and my Master has said the very same thing about the frequency of our sexual interactions. Faking it for a while does indeed work for me, and especially with blow jobs as I don't really like them. I find music that I really get a groove with and go at it that way.
ReplyDeleteMy medications affect libido too and hopefully they will adjust and I can get my passion back. Best of luck to you.