It’s 2am and Master is sleeping soundly. Unfortunately, i can’t say the same about me. i can’t get to sleep even though when i fell into bed an hour or more ago, i was totally exhausted and hurting so bad i couldn’t stand it. i have been taking some new meds to help the pain and i think that in general, they did help. Today was just a bad day in terms of pain.
i went bowling tonight and that was fine although i was in a hurry to get home for some reason. i usually have a really good time at bowling and i’m happy to be there, tonight however, all i could think of was getting home to Master and making His supper. To my surprise and delight, when i got home, Master had laid out all the utensils and ingredients that i would need to make supper. i was really thrilled by this very simple act of kindness. It spoke volumes to me as far as how considerate Master can be sometimes. He even mentioned that He thought about starting supper Himself but was afraid He’d burn it.
There are a couple new rules that Master set in place over the holidays and i’m not sure if i have mentioned them here or not. The first being that when i get home from work and bowling, any activity that requires me to wear pants, i’m to change when i get home. The other being that when i’m in the house and not around “vanillas” if you will, i’m to wear my ankle bells. The other night i was getting ready for bed and i took the bells off and was getting ready to get redressed. i started to walk away from the bells and Master told me that i should be wearing the bells as soon as i was undressed and had my pantyhose off. Then the other night i got home from work and before i could get supper started, Master told me that i had to change into my skirt. i was really upset both times. i know that i shouldn’t have been upset but i couldn’t help it. i feel like i have been doing really well with both rules and that i have only had to be reminded a couple of times. i had every intention (both times) of following the rules that He has implemented and i felt as though He was being quite unreasonable. He came to me later telling me that i get too defensive and i’m sure He’s right. i guess i just feel that if i’m doing well at something, i wish that He weren’t so picky. There are a hundred things that i do wrong or don’t do (not intentionally) that He could focus on. This is where i need to step back and remind myself who is the slave and who the Master is. It’s His show and He needs to run it as He sees fit.
i know that there are things that are very important to Him and things that aren’t as important. He’s obviously going to focus on things that matter the most to Him. i’m not good at blindly following His orders if i am not totally clear on “why” He wants me to do something. That is a huge fault of mine and a characteristic i’m sure He wishes He could change about me. If i want to know why, He views it as arguing. i don’t want to argue, i just want to know why so i can see the whole picture. This is probably not the best attribute to have in a role such as mine. Much work to be done there i dare say!
The crocheting is still slow going but i think i’m making progress. i spoke to my mom and she was able to help me over the phone, believe it or not. The fruit smoothies weren’t as a big a hit as i had hoped they would be. Master choked down a couple of them but if He’s going to start eating healthier, it’s going to have to be some other avenue. i’m going to try out a water aerobics class on Friday afternoon with my skinny sister in law and my mother in law. i’m really looking forward to it and if we like it, i’m pretty sure we’ll join the class. i love the water and i loved the last water aerobics class i took, so i’m hopeful.
That’s all for now, i’m going to try to get some sleep.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
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