This is a slave's daily account of a 24/7 BDSM relationship. If you are easily offended by sexual or kinky topics, this journal is NOT for you, please refrain from reading. Should you decide to proceed, my hope is that you thoroughly enjoy yourself and feel free to leave comments.
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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Sunday, July 31, 2011
Perception is Reality
We were just watching something dumb, i can't remember what and He thought He'd do some breath play, i hate breath play for a lot of reasons. Okay, hate is a strong word, i don't hate it but i'm not good at tolerating it and i'm afraid of it, that's why i never did well with hoods. i've grown a lot with them though. i knew He was going to play with my air though, He was building up to it for at least an hour. When He finally did, i didn't do great but i didn't completely panic like i thought i might. The entire time He was playing with me, pressing on my neck, etc., He was slapping my (His) tits pretty hard most of the time and a few times He even struck the nipple rings. Being caught completely off guard for this was a good thing i think. i was left wide open for whatever it was He was doing to me. There was a point however that Master thought i was mad and that it showed in my reaction to Him. i contend that i wasn't angry at all and as Master said at the time, perception is reality. What He perceived to be is the truth. Should He, at any time think that i am upset with what He's doing to me, then my reaction needs adjustment.
i was left with some pretty nice bruising the next days and i still have them today. In the middle of sort of a crap week, it was a good outlet i think, for both of us.
His parents will be here soon, i better scoot off of here for now!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Lights Out!
We get our blocks and realize once we've eaten that the truck doesn't have tail lights, we can't drive this thing home at night. Neato. We had also planned on buying lumber but we had exactly zero time because we were already late for supper messing around with this stupid locks. Even more frustrating having the keys in our hands and everyone thinking we were stupid enough to lock ourselves out (which we sorta did) when we had the keys right there in our hands. *sighs*
The best was yet to come. Tonight, we went back to the same store to get our lumber having left the truck in town. On our way home we thought we'd risk it with the tail lights in the dark but i said to Master there's something wrong ... the head lights are flashing. Very long story short. No headlights. They went completely out!
Master's Dad had to come rescue us and we had to tail gate him and follow him with our flashers on in the pitch black of the night. HA! What a great couple of days!
Master beckons, i gotta run.
i hope everyone is having a great weekend!!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Ball Of Goo
i can kneel almost anywhere and i have no trouble except the shower floor because there's no room at all and obviously the floor is super hard. So when He pulls me back, i am stretching the front of my legs even more and i just wanted to scream, but of course i didn't. i just leaned back on my knees and opened my mouth and closed my eyes for what i was pretty sure was coming. Then i felt the hot stream and not from the water, He had moved the shower head away from us. He was peeing on me, in my mouth, all over my face and hair but mostly in my mouth. i'm not sure but i believe this is the first time He's done that. i've cleaned Him off many times after He's gone to the bathroom but never had Him actually urinate in my mouth. At first i sort of gagged but that was it. i know for a lot of slaves this is a daily routine, for me it's something new and somewhere we've not really explored.
The one feeling i have about this of course is that this action alone allows me to prove my subservience to Him. It's one of the most humbling and in my opinion degrading things that a slave can do yet it's very pure. One of those dying to oneself type of things.
When Master got out of the shower, He told me to go ahead and take my shower and of course He left me in a heap on the shower floor. It took me a few moments to try to get my legs back under me. my ankles didn't want to get moving again because they had been in a bad spot for a bit too long and as i said i was pretty uncomfortable. i was reaching up to try to find something to pull myself up with when Master opened the shower door to see if i was alright or needed some help standing up. When i was back up and on my feet i was alright in just a few minutes but just that short time from when He shut the door and when He opened it again i felt good and used.
For me, it's usually a horrible feeling while it's going on. i'm not a pain slut, you all know that. i don't go looking for that next pain high nor do i ask for Him to throw forks and knives at me. i've never been one that got off on seeing just how hot He can get that candle wax before my skin does actually ball up and peel off on contact. i'm just not that chick. i do find though when He's done with me i get that same sense of satisfaction even though it's been painful or something that i "say" i'm not into, as long as i know He's happy, i can sit in a ball of goo in the bottom of a shower miserable and completely blissful all at the same time.
Sometimes i wish that i could get it through my thick head that if i would just let go and let Him always be in control of what's going on and what's going to happen, i could have this blissful feeling of being a ball of goo, sloppy mess a lot more often. i could also have complete sense of knowing i've pleased Him even if it's just for a few moments or long lasting. Oh wouldn't that be nice?
On an unrelated note;
Master is reading in the news how people are dying in this heat. Mostly elderly yes, but still people are dying because they are just not turning on their air or they think they can't afford it. At this point, you can not afford NOT to turn on your air conditioning. Master and i are the dumb ones who will typically work in this kind of heat and we're even inside. This is just my own public service announcement because hearing about these people who have a/c and aren't using it is just heartbreaking.
Please try to stay cool, go to a friend or family member's home if you have to!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Rainbow Heart
i wanted to review this toy for a couple of reasons. Firstly, i've never had a glass dildo and i was really anxious to see what they looked like and felt like in person. Secondly, the look of this particular specimen is simply gorgeous.
i'll start with just the packaging because i believe that alone is worth a quick mention. i think it's interesting how most of the silicone pretty much unbreakable items come in blister packs that one can't penetrate with the jaws of life. This "glass" item came to us unharmed wrapped in paper and a very thin layer of bubble wrap and a beautiful red velvet bag. Interesting no? i thought it was ironic and humorous. It did however arrive completely unharmed and in one piece just as it should have.
Back to the Rainbow Heart. The dildo itself has raised notches throughout the entire shaft starting directly under the handle, the handle being the heart of course. The feel of the glass is just as smooth as it looks and of course is just as cool or warm as the temperature of your home. The heart makes a perfect handle but not really for the user. It's a better handle for your partner.
i wasn't sure if i liked the feeling at first, when i initially pushed the dildo inside me. The fact that the glass is so unforgiving and of course heavier than any other dildo i've ever used it was a very strange feeling. The notches were exciting and something that added depth especially because the glass is so straight, the notches really stand out and are easily felt.
As i mentioned above the heart is the handle and does make a great handle it's slippery when you have any sort of lube on your hand and when it started spinning in my hand that created another amazing feeling entirely. One i wasn't at all familiar with. i'm sure most everyone has experienced the spinning pearls well these notches are so firm that when they spin there is a new and different sensation with each and every tip.
i would think that this toy would go amazingly well with a bullet type vibrator. It started to feel terrific when Master took the heart handle and pulsed in and out of His pussy in short bursts, i could imagine using a bullet vibe at this point!
Master had me stand alongside the bed and decided to have a little fun of His own to see just how deep i could take it in my (His) butt. i am ashamed to say that i wasn't as cooperative as i should have been, actually that's very unlike me and i'm sorry Master. Once it was in it did feel good and the notches gave the great sensations as they did in His pussy.
All in all, this is a very beautiful and fun toy.
Thank you to EdenFantasys for allowing us to review yet another great item!
MD's treasure
Monday, July 18, 2011
The easy way out
The wife asks her husband to go to the store and pick up brand "A" of a product and he comes home with a different, generic brand. The husband has a clear history of being very frugal and the wife clearly asked for a specific brand. The wife sees this product in the grocery sack, asks no questions, takes the product out of the bag and throws it at the husband, it breaks open and is ruined. She doesn't ask if her brand was unavailable, she doesn't ask any questions at all, this is her first and only reaction.
Here is what makes this even worse to me. The comments she gets back from readers are all in support of her. "Oh gee I can really feel for you, it must have been the hormones." or "aww that's the worst" ( or something similar to that.. ??? huh???) i am not going through menopause yet so i can not speak to the effects that hormones have on your body, i know they ravage you, i do. But when do the excuses end and where do we except responsibility for our actions?
i've said lots of times that i'm not judgmental, so here is what i'll say to that. Everyone has a bad day. i am not judging the woman for getting upset. The trouble i have here is that we allow people an escape route for nearly everything. Lets say a friend of ours messes up don't we have a responsibility to them as true friend to call them on it? We're not judge and jury to all we meet but if they come to us and ask us what we think i believe we should tell them the truth, the same with blogging. People put their dirty laundry out here for comments, they want direction and comments, it shouldn't all be rose petals and cake. There should be some truth offered.
IE: "Hey DUI's aren't that bad, don't worry about it!" or "Leaving the burner on the stove isn't too bad, at least the house didn't burn down."
A bit extreme i know but what good are we doing each other by continuously looking the other way? i guess what i'm saying is being the best friend isn't always the one with the best news. It's the friend who cares the most to say what needs to be said.
MD's treasure
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Don't start what you can't finish
i wanted to get a much earlier start and we would have been out of here a long ago but Master got a phone call from an ex-boss. His very favorite boss actually who is having just the worst health trouble, his heart is failing (10% functioning) and at this time i'm unclear as to whether or not he is on the transplant list or not. It's really sad news, so Master is on the phone with him now.
Since i've been sick i really owe Master His daily sucking and blow jobs. Last night He wouldn't allow me to start what i wasn't capable of finishing. Due to my terrible stomach craps He's been letting me slide i am hoping that i will be better now or at least well enough to get back on track. i've been unwell long enough now and He's been patient for long enough as well. Even though the rule is to suck His cock twice a day, He doesn't allow me to finish Him off each day. It depends on His mood or what we've been doing of course. Sometimes i'll give Him an entire blowjob a few days in a row, though.
i hope everyone in blogville is enjoying the summertime!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Choochoo, splat.
When we got home we had our dinner planned and i was just about to start preparing it and that's when i started getting really sick. We literally have like 30 minutes of work left before the floor of the deck is finished but we haven't been able to get there to finish it! Then there's the railing, of course, but at least the floor would done. The railing will take a while but we'd like to finish the flooring. That won't be getting done today. It looks really nice and i can't wait for it to be finished for them, it will look great. Master is the worst critic of His own work of course but everyone else thinks it's lovely. He'll tell you every tiny thing that's wrong and where and how it's all gone horribly wrong, anyone else will say it's awesome. Horribly wrong to Master is a 1/2 inch or 1/4 of an inch off in any direction adding on to a 50 year old house. =)
So it's very hot again today and i feel like i've been run right over by the nearest train and while we have lots of blog things we must get done, hopefully i'll be up to getting some of that done today and get some posting done soon!! i am so far behind!! Like Starla just posted, you sit around and look at the house and look at things and know that you have to get stuff done and wish you could ignore it but you can't. For me, when i'm sick, Master makes me stop. He won't let me do any more and He'll actually get angry because He knows the more i push myself it will just make things much worse for me. So He'll put a stop to it.
Master and i planted four trees a few weeks ago. They are all doing really well. We've been caring for them like they are babies. We are pretty excited about our choices because when they are all mature our yard should be gorgeous! So like the weird people that we are, we've given them all names. We planted a pink dogwood, it's a tiny tree right now so, it's "lil tree". We've also planted an Eastern Red Bud, "not so lil tree". The next tree we planted was a Japanese Cheery tree. Anyone who watches the Japanese contest Ninja Warrior knows Nagano, the greatest Ninja Warrior! So his name is "Nagano". =) Lastly is our Maple, of course from Canada! Who else is from Canada? Geddy Lee! So of course, our Maple is named "Geddy Tree"! Commit those to memory there will be a test later. =)
So i'm off now to sleep or at least completely veg out and do nearly nothing until i feel better. Master was better within a couple days. i am hoping the same for me cause this is the pits.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Saturday, July 09, 2011
Just Scandalous
With one glaring exception. my kidneys are at 57% function due to my blood pressure being out of whack for so long. my doctor said that i can get some of it back, it was a short phone call so i'm not sure how much can be restored. Anyone who hasn't read my blog wouldn't know that my Mom just passed away about 4 and 1/2 years ago from renal failure. Master's Mom is also having very serious kidney trouble and dialysis will be sooner than later for her. i've been spending some time with her this week as well, reading up on menus, learning about tests and how to accurately read results so i can be a good resource for her and now this. Master and i don't want to hear anything from the doctor about a bad kidney report. i know that hydrating alone will really help. It's not all that simple but it's certainly important.
So yesterday Master and i planned a long work day, He had a haircut scheduled and we were going to finish our work at the church. After that He and i were planning on going to work on the deck, just the two of us because His parents were gone. It was very hot outside but we'd planned ahead and as always had lots of water but not only did we have water, i brought grapes and we stopped for a very light lunch. This is something we almost never ever do. We'll go all day working and never eat and that's simply not an exaggeration. If we start working at 2pm often times our first morsel of food won't be until 10pm. Yesterday was better, it was. We had our grapes and each had a taco. i know i wasn't sick by the time we ate, i was exhausted and i know Master was but that's just because we worked our lil tails off.
It was about 90-95 yesterday so it wasn't killer hot but it was hot enough. When the sun came out it seemed like it was 110 and i wore my regular clothing to work in. The way it works is that i get dressed in my regular clothing until or unless Master says, it's too hot, put on "this". So i put on my girdle, bra underneath, panties because it's my time of the month, stockings and long skirt with a blouse and we went to work cutting lumber. We set up a fan in the garage pointed at the saw and Master measured and cut the wood and i hauled it out to the deck. Each piece of wood was about 16 pounds maybe after it was cut, i think? So not bad at all.
After about an hour or so of hauling lumber i did go inside and remove my girdle and stockings with Master's say so of course. i wish there was a way to wear a girdle sometimes, without the stockings. The only part of me that was truly uncomfortably hot were my legs. Master said to me after i came back outside, "you were out here hauling lumber in a girdle in stockings! That's just scandalous!" my reply back to him: "What's scandalous is that i'm out here right now without a girdle and stockings, THAT is scandalous!!". =)
This weekend Master and i are home for two whole days in a row! We're excited! We have lots of things planned and outside work to be done and i have laundry and cleaning to do. All of which we'll do about a quarter of, but our intentions are good! We just haven't had time to catch our breath.
i hope everyone has a great weekend!
MD's treasure
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
Most masochists derive a great deal of sexual satisfaction from being chained, restrained, beaten and abused. You willingly torerate it but you don't really seem to enjoy it.
When Master and i first got together i really knew nothing about bondage and to this day i definitely say i'm not a pain slut. Neither Master nor i are really into the pain aspect of the lifestyle but He enjoys giving a really good spanking once in a while and of course i will endure whatever punishment i have coming to me. Reason being naturally is because it's important to me to endure whatever He wants to put me through, no matter how difficult it is. i trust Him that He'll push my limits and He knows when to stop and when enough is enough. What i do enjoy is knowing that i've pleased Master and if He believes that i should be beaten or spanked for some reason and i tolerate it for Him, and He is pleased with me, then i most certainly get enjoyment out of that. =) It might not be the sexual satisfaction you're talking about, it's more from a service standpoint.
In the time that Master and i have been together i have grown to enjoy some forms of bondage. Like i mentioned, when we first got together i was really a novice and knew nothing so everything i know now, i've had to learn to love. i love the peacefulness that comes with being totally bound and helpless. Knowing that there is nothing that i can do until He decides to allow me my freedom. There is total peace in that, there is little worry because He has taken all my cares away at that point. It's not easy for me to let go but once i have, then i can really relax. i love the box that He's built for me, the solitude that it provides and the total darkness.
i'm not sure i would say that bondage isn't a sexual turn on for me because i'm not a masochist but i do love the helplessness and complete control He has over me. (Which seems almost redundant, when He already has that without the binds!). There is definitely a sense of excitement when the timing is right. =)
Thank you for the great question!
Sunday, July 03, 2011
Happy 4th!
By the time i fall into bed at night i'm so tired i want to watch TV for a while but my eyes will barely let me. i'm hoping that tomorrow Master and i will be able to get a couple more trees planted that we bought before we have to be to His parents house. Master promised to take His Mom to watch the parade tomorrow evening. Seeing that her foot is broken she'll need to go in the wheel chair and it won't be as easy for Master's Dad so we're going to be sure she gets there to watch it. Then we'll all come here to grill out for supper, assuming of course it's nice out and it's not going to rain.
i helped Master today work on their deck and it's really taking shape. He's nearly done with the framing and it's all but ready for the decking. i think it's going pretty fast but i'm just the grunt worker! What do i know? haha!!
i think it's almost time to collapse into bed and maybe watch a little TV for the night, at least i hope so! i hope everyone is having a great 4th of July weekend!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure