A while ago i hurt my back i don't really remember what i did, if i really did anything significant, i don't know. It might have been while Master and i were working outside in the cold, that always messes me up, anyway, babbling cut short, my back has been messed up for like a while and i'm sick of it. The worst thing is that i have these spasms out of no where, they are less and less and anymore they only come after i've been working for a long time. But i have been having a hard time fulfilling my duty for Master, the rule that i am supposed to suck His cock no less than twice a day, yeah, i haven't been able to do that as much. i can kneel on the floor but He wants me to kneel on the bed and without making all these retarded seal noises i can't do it very well. So my back needs to heal. Cause He wants what He wants, He doesn't want me to do it on my knees from the floor.
i mentioned that i went over to Master's Mom's and helped her trim her tree, she got a flocked tree this year. While they are pretty, holy cow what a mess. By the time i had the lights and garland on it, there was so much white stuff on the floor i'm not sure it's worth it and i know it'll just worse. The other thing is, i thought that you were supposed to keep live trees in water?? Maybe it's different when they are flocked but there was no water for this tree. Anyway, it's going to be really nice but whew what a mess.
It's getting late and Master and i haven't started our project for the day, i'm not sure how much decorating we'll get done today but hopefully once we get going we'll be productive! i hope everyone had a good holiday weekend!!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
This is a slave's daily account of a 24/7 BDSM relationship. If you are easily offended by sexual or kinky topics, this journal is NOT for you, please refrain from reading. Should you decide to proceed, my hope is that you thoroughly enjoy yourself and feel free to leave comments.
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
Banners here also!
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Shop till ya drop!
Like everyone this time of year, time gets away from me. i thought that i had written earlier this week but when i just thought about it i realized i hadn't. i have to write twice a week and a long time ago, Master said that waiting until Sunday and writing twice wasn't going to cut it. This is pretty much the same thing, even though i'm still up Saturday night, it's technically Sunday. Bleh!!!
We decided to brave the crowds yesterday but we got a late start so the crowds weren't bad at all. We got quite a bit of our shopping done and had a nice time and we didn't get home until 1am which wasn't a surprise really but i was pretty beat by the time we got home.
Today we were back up and out the door again so i could decorate Master's Mom's tree. i don't think we've spent one day home this week but i am hopeful that we'll get some of our own things done soon haha. Master has even agreed to help me with decorating as long as we go through boxes and as long as i follow His plan so we're organized about it! i'm just happy that He'll help me and we can do it together!! =)
i hope everyone else had a good Thanksgiving!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
We decided to brave the crowds yesterday but we got a late start so the crowds weren't bad at all. We got quite a bit of our shopping done and had a nice time and we didn't get home until 1am which wasn't a surprise really but i was pretty beat by the time we got home.
Today we were back up and out the door again so i could decorate Master's Mom's tree. i don't think we've spent one day home this week but i am hopeful that we'll get some of our own things done soon haha. Master has even agreed to help me with decorating as long as we go through boxes and as long as i follow His plan so we're organized about it! i'm just happy that He'll help me and we can do it together!! =)
i hope everyone else had a good Thanksgiving!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Friday, November 19, 2010
Bloggin like a Sailor
i love how all these people have these poetic soft names, almost untouchable. Like "Lilac Cloud of The Morning Dew" or "Rain Drop Lights on Flower Petals" and i fall for it every time and think "OH! this will be a terrific blog, i'll give it a try". So i click only to find that "Perfect Purple Pansy" is talking about how futchin mad she is at someone she got in a fight with and this f'ing thing and that $%*('ing thing..... And so it goes... the filth prevails and on and on it goes. Seriously? The EXACT same message can be conveyed without the filth, it can, i promise!!! Not only can the message be given, it can be given in a more respectful and well thought out manner that people will hear. i am not a prude, i'm not but i sure would love to hear or read a message that isn't full of vulgarity but rather creativity.
People might challenge me and ask how are they to express themselves when they are angry, it's easy! Just be creative! Those words are just that "words" but they are ugly.
/rant off.
i posted a few new pics on FetLife, be my friend if you wanna see 'em. Master and i are going to spend the rest of the day working on pics of our own for a family DVD and hopefully get a good start on it this year for His parents. i need to get off the computer so we can get going soon though.
Have a good weekend!!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
People might challenge me and ask how are they to express themselves when they are angry, it's easy! Just be creative! Those words are just that "words" but they are ugly.
/rant off.
i posted a few new pics on FetLife, be my friend if you wanna see 'em. Master and i are going to spend the rest of the day working on pics of our own for a family DVD and hopefully get a good start on it this year for His parents. i need to get off the computer so we can get going soon though.
Have a good weekend!!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
submission Vs. Being Dominated
i was browsing blogs and came across this post from libby and realized that it's really something i've never really thought about. How do i respond or react to Dominance verses submission? i would have say, both, given the situation.
i have always been someone who likes to have rules in place and have those rules set by someone else but once those rules are set in place, i willingly submit to them. Like having a roof over my head, i didn't build that roof but i know it's there when i need it. Those rules are my comfort and having Master rule over me lets me know that He's there every step of the way, watching just in case i fall off the proverbial path. For the most part however, i am spending my days submitting to Him not being Dominated over.
The only time i might feel being Dominated over is productive for me is when i have strayed away from where Master needs me to be. We all talk about mind control and being a slave is as much about mind control as it is about physical control. Master has me trained to stay when He says stay, chained or not, keep my eyes closed, blindfold or not, shut up, gag or no. The list is endless and sometimes i need that to be put back in my place. Ask me and i would probably think i didn't need it at the time but looking back at my attitude then and now, i'll admit that how i reacted to the Dominance would have changed my attitude, every time.
i can't take a beating, my birthday spanking is a perfect of example of that. i don't "do" pain at all. Some slaves are awesome pain sluts, i am just simply not one of them. i did it, i lived but by watching the video played back you'd have thought someone was murdering me!!! =p Even still, i felt good after it, for doing it for Him, i know that there are so many of you who know what i mean. i did it, i didn't do it well, but for me it was a win.
Every day is different for a variety of reasons, that day i was happy to submit to His Dominance, at the time it didn't look like i was happy, but i was. i was Glad for the opportunity to please Him. Whatever works for us or however we make this lifestyle keep spinning on a daily basis, to me, it's somewhat of a miracle. So many people condemn us for our beliefs but to get a good look inside us yeah we struggle sometimes but of the blogs i read these are some of the happiest people i know. i'll never judge anyone's lifestyle choices i would love to know i wasn't either.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
i have always been someone who likes to have rules in place and have those rules set by someone else but once those rules are set in place, i willingly submit to them. Like having a roof over my head, i didn't build that roof but i know it's there when i need it. Those rules are my comfort and having Master rule over me lets me know that He's there every step of the way, watching just in case i fall off the proverbial path. For the most part however, i am spending my days submitting to Him not being Dominated over.
The only time i might feel being Dominated over is productive for me is when i have strayed away from where Master needs me to be. We all talk about mind control and being a slave is as much about mind control as it is about physical control. Master has me trained to stay when He says stay, chained or not, keep my eyes closed, blindfold or not, shut up, gag or no. The list is endless and sometimes i need that to be put back in my place. Ask me and i would probably think i didn't need it at the time but looking back at my attitude then and now, i'll admit that how i reacted to the Dominance would have changed my attitude, every time.
i can't take a beating, my birthday spanking is a perfect of example of that. i don't "do" pain at all. Some slaves are awesome pain sluts, i am just simply not one of them. i did it, i lived but by watching the video played back you'd have thought someone was murdering me!!! =p Even still, i felt good after it, for doing it for Him, i know that there are so many of you who know what i mean. i did it, i didn't do it well, but for me it was a win.
Every day is different for a variety of reasons, that day i was happy to submit to His Dominance, at the time it didn't look like i was happy, but i was. i was Glad for the opportunity to please Him. Whatever works for us or however we make this lifestyle keep spinning on a daily basis, to me, it's somewhat of a miracle. So many people condemn us for our beliefs but to get a good look inside us yeah we struggle sometimes but of the blogs i read these are some of the happiest people i know. i'll never judge anyone's lifestyle choices i would love to know i wasn't either.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Had Better Days
Today has sucked, in a word. i have had a terrible headache, worse than normal. i had to miss a family party, not much makes Master more upset than when i have to miss a family party. That means He has to go alone and that also means, He will exercise His right to be unreasonable!! It makes for a super fun day around here! Hey, can you smell the sarcasm? These days end the same, i have a melt down and Master ends up "booming" a few choice words. i say booming because yelling just doesn't really capture His voice, it's deep and big when He's angry lol.
The rest of the day is going to be catching up on football and with any luck at all getting rid of some nasty pain and i guess i should figure out something for dinner. Unless of course the dinner fairy shows up, that would be awesome.
i hope that everyone is having a good weekend.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
The rest of the day is going to be catching up on football and with any luck at all getting rid of some nasty pain and i guess i should figure out something for dinner. Unless of course the dinner fairy shows up, that would be awesome.
i hope that everyone is having a good weekend.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
i am owned
When i first met Master on line, one of the first things i remember talking to Him about was the prospect of being owned. Please don't read into that and think that we started off right away and talked about Him owning me within the first few days of our talking. We just spoke about it and talked about the ramifications of it and i expressed my thoughts on it. i said that i thought the idea of being owned was "hot", i believe those were my exact words, or close to it.
i still think that to this day, Master brings it up somewhat regularly. i think that He would like to know why i think that. Now that i think about it, i would also like to know why i think that. Someone ask me, please, haha. i don't know really why i think it's hot. So where am i going with this? i am asking myself, what exactly is it that i get out of being owned? Specifically, owned. When i write out a profile for joining a new site, for instance, i always write, "i am an owned slave". It's usually the very first thing i write when writing out my profile because it's my favorite thing to say. i am owned, but beyond that point, i'm not sure what else to say about it.
In some cases, i am much like an E-bay purchase. He found me on line but i was too much to ship so He had to travel to pick me up. If He wanted He could just put me in a closet and lock the door, take me out when He needed to use me and place the lock again. Just like anything else you buy on E-bay or Amazon, just like anything else you own, you use it and put it away.
Then there is that pesky human side of me the side of me that needs "stuff" food and water at the most basic level. For Master though, He needs me to have more. So while i am indeed His slave, i am much more, this is where partner comes in. While i am indeed property we need the other to be everything to each other. Master/slave, Owner/property, Husband/wife, friend, confidant, lover, comic relief, punching bag, nurse, the list is endless.
i'll never be anything more than i am owned, being owned will always be hot, being His slave will always be the most significant thing i've ever done in my life. Just don't ask me to explain why it's so, i might fall apart if i had to share those secrets. i think they are the glue that hold me together some days.
Peace to you,
MD's treasure
i still think that to this day, Master brings it up somewhat regularly. i think that He would like to know why i think that. Now that i think about it, i would also like to know why i think that. Someone ask me, please, haha. i don't know really why i think it's hot. So where am i going with this? i am asking myself, what exactly is it that i get out of being owned? Specifically, owned. When i write out a profile for joining a new site, for instance, i always write, "i am an owned slave". It's usually the very first thing i write when writing out my profile because it's my favorite thing to say. i am owned, but beyond that point, i'm not sure what else to say about it.
In some cases, i am much like an E-bay purchase. He found me on line but i was too much to ship so He had to travel to pick me up. If He wanted He could just put me in a closet and lock the door, take me out when He needed to use me and place the lock again. Just like anything else you buy on E-bay or Amazon, just like anything else you own, you use it and put it away.
Then there is that pesky human side of me the side of me that needs "stuff" food and water at the most basic level. For Master though, He needs me to have more. So while i am indeed His slave, i am much more, this is where partner comes in. While i am indeed property we need the other to be everything to each other. Master/slave, Owner/property, Husband/wife, friend, confidant, lover, comic relief, punching bag, nurse, the list is endless.
i'll never be anything more than i am owned, being owned will always be hot, being His slave will always be the most significant thing i've ever done in my life. Just don't ask me to explain why it's so, i might fall apart if i had to share those secrets. i think they are the glue that hold me together some days.
Peace to you,
MD's treasure
Sunday, November 07, 2010
Thank You Master!!
Yesterday Master took me out for a nice afternoon/evening of shopping and a really nice dinner. Before we left the house He hid little gifts all over the house in random spots where i would find them as i was getting ready to go. i found a doughnut cutter in my purse, a new book on the bed that my teddy bear was reading and gel window clings in the bedroom with my teddy bear and lambie. Then we went shopping at Gordmans and for some reason we spend like forever in that store Master finally said that we were going to have to go or we'd never get anywhere else. That store just has everything in it and we could have spent 2 more hours there, easily.
Then we went to TJMaxx and found the cutest pair of shoes for a great price, usually their "sale" shoes really aren't all that much on sale, but these were. We love that place when we actually find a pair of shoes that are really on sale haha. At dinner, Master gave me two more gift, another book and a blue ray to finish off Lord Of The Rings on blue ray. YaY!! =)
i am sitting here waiting for Master, He said it was time for my birthday spanking. i don't mind getting older but i sure don't like that extra swat each year, haha.
Thank You Master, for always making everything so special for me and for trying so hard.
i love You so much!!
Your treasure
Then we went to TJMaxx and found the cutest pair of shoes for a great price, usually their "sale" shoes really aren't all that much on sale, but these were. We love that place when we actually find a pair of shoes that are really on sale haha. At dinner, Master gave me two more gift, another book and a blue ray to finish off Lord Of The Rings on blue ray. YaY!! =)
i am sitting here waiting for Master, He said it was time for my birthday spanking. i don't mind getting older but i sure don't like that extra swat each year, haha.
Thank You Master, for always making everything so special for me and for trying so hard.
i love You so much!!
Your treasure
Saturday, November 06, 2010
Happy late Anniversary Master
From the feel of things it feels like it's been a super busy week. Looking back at our days, i couldn't say what we did with any amount of certainty. This past Monday was our Anniversary, we were married seven years ago and i don't know where the time has gone. It's crazy to think that we've been married that long or together for as long as we have and it hasn't really been that long.
i remember thinking that i couldn't wait to be together a year, then it would seem like i would really fit in with His family. His ex-wife had been around for so long that i really felt like the odd man out, so to speak. It was all of my own doing, of course, but i still felt that way, all the same. She held all the memories and i knew nothing of the past, i didn't know what came from where, i knew nothing about what Christmas ornament or decoration everything around me was foreign. Now all that surrounds me is ours, our home, our life, our future and our memories. The past is still there but it's all so familiar that it's like we lived it together, two lives easily blended into one.
So much has changed since we first met not just who we are as a couple but who we are as people. Neither one of us could say who we were positively when we first met and i know i didn't know what i wanted, Master knew what He wanted in a slave, but i certainly didn't know what i wanted or what i could be. Had anyone told me where i would end up at this time i think i would have called them a liar and said that i would never be the slave that i am today. i pray that Master is happy with His slave and that i continue to improve and work toward becoming His perfect slave. i know that i'll always have work to do, i just pray that i never stop trying.
Happy (late) Anniversary Master.
i love You
Your, pt
i remember thinking that i couldn't wait to be together a year, then it would seem like i would really fit in with His family. His ex-wife had been around for so long that i really felt like the odd man out, so to speak. It was all of my own doing, of course, but i still felt that way, all the same. She held all the memories and i knew nothing of the past, i didn't know what came from where, i knew nothing about what Christmas ornament or decoration everything around me was foreign. Now all that surrounds me is ours, our home, our life, our future and our memories. The past is still there but it's all so familiar that it's like we lived it together, two lives easily blended into one.
So much has changed since we first met not just who we are as a couple but who we are as people. Neither one of us could say who we were positively when we first met and i know i didn't know what i wanted, Master knew what He wanted in a slave, but i certainly didn't know what i wanted or what i could be. Had anyone told me where i would end up at this time i think i would have called them a liar and said that i would never be the slave that i am today. i pray that Master is happy with His slave and that i continue to improve and work toward becoming His perfect slave. i know that i'll always have work to do, i just pray that i never stop trying.
Happy (late) Anniversary Master.
i love You
Your, pt
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