Master and i went to an amuzement park on Thursday with His family and had a really wonderful day. The weather was hot but really not too bad and in the evening it cooled off and it was just perfect. The park was smaller than i expected so i really didn't do too bad until late in the day. We rode almost every ride and some we rode twice. There were almost zero lines and the rides that did have lines, the wait was a short one.
Master bought me a pair of comfortable sandals to wear and they even have a small heel on them. i did pretty well with them and i think that Master was pleased that i was able to wear them, even though the heel was very slight.
Yesterday was a crash and burn day. i woke up with one of the worst headaches i can remember having and asked Master to bring my purse for medicine. He brought me my purse and tossed it on the bed and walked away. Normally He brings me some water and sits with me when He knows it's a bad one. He got in the shower and left for a hair cut and that was the last i saw Him. He never came back to check on me and i didn't see Him until later last night. When i did see Him, He was furious and barely spoke to me. i have said in many blogs that He's always there for me when it's a bad one and that i can always count on Him to help me through. Yesterday was a much different story. Instead of helping me through a horrible headache, He got furious and just left me. He was angry i'm sure because i was in bed all day and He had to spend the day alone. So not only do i have this nearly unbareable pain, but i have guilt stacked on top of it, guilt for hurting? guilt for not being with Him during the day? guilt for hardly being able to lift my head up off the pillow?
i have asked Him too many times to count to just ask me how i am, or maybe He could say that He was sorry i wasn't feeling well. That alone would ease the guilt and that alone would let me know that He cares about me. But yesterday i was alone in my misery and i had no one to help me. So i laid there, i laid there and cried from the pain and cried because there was no one to help me. The one thing that scares me is that now i know He's so sick and tired of the headaches that i am not sure if i'll be able to count on Him being there for me when it happens again. That is scary to me. Having the headaches is one thing, but having to go through it alone, is another thing all together.
i'm sure that He's extremely tired of me being in pain all the time. i'm also sure that He hates it when He has to be alone. But i have done really well lately and i haven't had a day like that for many months. Even if i'm hurting really badly i'm still up and about and i still help around here or i'm up doing something. So it just doesn't seem right to me that if i have a headache that lands me in bed for a day, that i should have to be left alone to deal with it. As usual i said very little to Him about it, all i did say was that i thought He could have come in to see if i needed anything and that just made Him madder. So i kept my thoughts to myself because anything i might have said would have ended up in an argument.
Today is a much better day and i got up and made myself some breakfast and Master got a call to go fishing. We are going to cook out tonight with our friends and things will be back to normal. i talked to my mom for a while today and she's going through the training for her home dialysis, she's sick from not having regular dialysis and she's barely able to speak. Her vocal cords seem to have been permanently damaged and she's having a very hard time talking at all these days. i worry about her, i worry about my grandma and i'm worried that soon my sister will be further away from them than i am and no one will be there to help them. The worrying doesn't help the headaches and i know that there's little i can do for them and worry is about the worst emotion there is. There's always the worry that Master won't find a job and that just brings up another thousand things to worry about.
i have to run to the store and buy food for supper and we'll spend a very nice night with our friends, that's always a lot of fun and nice way to spend a summer evening. So for now, i'm puting my worries away and going to go have a good time!
Peace to you and yours!
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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Blogathon Pimp
luna at the Iron Gate is blogging this year for The Institute for 21st Century Relationships. Feel free to donate to her cause by visiting her blog!
Good Luck and happy blogging luna!
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Good Luck and happy blogging luna!
MD's treasure
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Teeny Tiny Babies
Master's last day of work was last Saturday and it seems we haven't stopped running since then. He's been busier since He stopped working than when He was working. We have been on the go pretty much non stop since the weekend, we spent a couple evenings down at our friend's cabin and Master has been fishing a lot too. We watched the fire works from a field across the river and i thought they were awesome this year.
Last night Master was cleaning up some shelves in the garage and in a lid off a fast food cup, He found seven baby mice. We were at wits end trying to decide what to do with them. We knew that the momma mouse had been up there the night before because i heard something rustling around in a paper sack. i certainly didn't have the heart to destroy them and Master really didn't want to kill them either. Then again we didn't want a garage full of mice. He's been cleaning a lot out there with the hopes of getting rid of most places for them to hide and then we found seven more of the little guys. They were so tiny and cute in a hideous way and we just couldn't bring ourselves to kill them. We finally decided to place the lid of the cup on the floor in the corner in hopes that the momma would come and take them away. We left them alone and went outside to have a fire. When we came back several hours later, the momma had found them and moved them. We're hoping she moved them out of the garage but who knows, there are still plenty of places she could hide them safely. Pretty pathetic that we can't even bring ourselves to kill mice, but like i said to Master, i guess it's a testament to a person's character when you can't even kill a mouse.
Master's parents went on vacation so it's my job to drive into town each day and water the flowers. His mom worked at a green house this spring and she's got some amazing flowers and there are so many of them! i lucked out in the deal as well because i got lots of left overs that they didn't sell. i'm going to town after while to tend to the flowers and Master is off fishing for the evening. The weather has been wonderful, warm during the day and cool at night. It's really been just perfect. We could still use some more rain but i'm not complaining.
my sister called me last night to tell me that her husband has accepted a position as VP of some company in Ohio. They will be moving from Illinois as soon as they sell their home. That will leave my mom and grandma alone. i am torn as to how i feel about the whole thing. i don't think that she should put her life on hold for my mom as she is stabilizing and beginning her home dialysis. On the other hand i feel like this is terrible timing and there won't be anyone near by if there is an emergency for them. i can be there in 3 hours if there is an emergency but there are some things that my mom needs help with that aren't emergency situations that my sister was there to help out with. Is my sister being selfish? or is she just living her life and doing what is right for she and her husband? It's really not my call to make. On the other side of the spectrum, i am sad because i have no idea when i'll see her. It was always easy to make plans to see her when i went to see about my mom, but now she'll be much further away and i have no idea how or when i would see her. i haven't talked to my mom yet so i'm not sure how she's taking the whole thing, but i imagine she'll turn it around that my sister is doing this to punish my mom. Sounds crazy, but that's how my mom thinks.
i guess i'll just have to plan on making a few extra trips up there just to check in on them and see if they are alright. Then again, that would be hard on Master as He hates it when i'm gone. i don't really know what to think right now and i guess there is no sense in worrying about what might happen, i'll just take things as they come.
As for Master and i things seem to be settling down a bit and we're working on my commitment to Him. i have been working hard at trying to remember the "yes Master" and "yes Sir" and i have been wearing the shoes He likes more often now than i had been. my toe is healing and i have been able to wear some open toed shoes. i am hurting quite a bit lately and i'm trying to take it easy when i really need it. It's hard for me not to feel guilty about hurting all the time and i'm trying not to feel as though i have to apologize to Master for the pain i am in. It's a very tough spot because i know how sick He gets of me hurting all the time but it just adds to my pain when He gets angry or frustrated with the headaches. i'm sorry it effects Him the way it does but i'm also aware that it's not my fault. i can tell that He's been trying to cope with it all a little better and i am working on my pain tolerance in so far as i'm trying to be there with Him when He wants me to be, but when it's just more than i can tolerate, i'm asking for permission to lie down or take a break.
It's getting late and i need to run to town. Take care all! Hope you are all having a wonderful summer so far!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Last night Master was cleaning up some shelves in the garage and in a lid off a fast food cup, He found seven baby mice. We were at wits end trying to decide what to do with them. We knew that the momma mouse had been up there the night before because i heard something rustling around in a paper sack. i certainly didn't have the heart to destroy them and Master really didn't want to kill them either. Then again we didn't want a garage full of mice. He's been cleaning a lot out there with the hopes of getting rid of most places for them to hide and then we found seven more of the little guys. They were so tiny and cute in a hideous way and we just couldn't bring ourselves to kill them. We finally decided to place the lid of the cup on the floor in the corner in hopes that the momma would come and take them away. We left them alone and went outside to have a fire. When we came back several hours later, the momma had found them and moved them. We're hoping she moved them out of the garage but who knows, there are still plenty of places she could hide them safely. Pretty pathetic that we can't even bring ourselves to kill mice, but like i said to Master, i guess it's a testament to a person's character when you can't even kill a mouse.
Master's parents went on vacation so it's my job to drive into town each day and water the flowers. His mom worked at a green house this spring and she's got some amazing flowers and there are so many of them! i lucked out in the deal as well because i got lots of left overs that they didn't sell. i'm going to town after while to tend to the flowers and Master is off fishing for the evening. The weather has been wonderful, warm during the day and cool at night. It's really been just perfect. We could still use some more rain but i'm not complaining.
my sister called me last night to tell me that her husband has accepted a position as VP of some company in Ohio. They will be moving from Illinois as soon as they sell their home. That will leave my mom and grandma alone. i am torn as to how i feel about the whole thing. i don't think that she should put her life on hold for my mom as she is stabilizing and beginning her home dialysis. On the other hand i feel like this is terrible timing and there won't be anyone near by if there is an emergency for them. i can be there in 3 hours if there is an emergency but there are some things that my mom needs help with that aren't emergency situations that my sister was there to help out with. Is my sister being selfish? or is she just living her life and doing what is right for she and her husband? It's really not my call to make. On the other side of the spectrum, i am sad because i have no idea when i'll see her. It was always easy to make plans to see her when i went to see about my mom, but now she'll be much further away and i have no idea how or when i would see her. i haven't talked to my mom yet so i'm not sure how she's taking the whole thing, but i imagine she'll turn it around that my sister is doing this to punish my mom. Sounds crazy, but that's how my mom thinks.
i guess i'll just have to plan on making a few extra trips up there just to check in on them and see if they are alright. Then again, that would be hard on Master as He hates it when i'm gone. i don't really know what to think right now and i guess there is no sense in worrying about what might happen, i'll just take things as they come.
As for Master and i things seem to be settling down a bit and we're working on my commitment to Him. i have been working hard at trying to remember the "yes Master" and "yes Sir" and i have been wearing the shoes He likes more often now than i had been. my toe is healing and i have been able to wear some open toed shoes. i am hurting quite a bit lately and i'm trying to take it easy when i really need it. It's hard for me not to feel guilty about hurting all the time and i'm trying not to feel as though i have to apologize to Master for the pain i am in. It's a very tough spot because i know how sick He gets of me hurting all the time but it just adds to my pain when He gets angry or frustrated with the headaches. i'm sorry it effects Him the way it does but i'm also aware that it's not my fault. i can tell that He's been trying to cope with it all a little better and i am working on my pain tolerance in so far as i'm trying to be there with Him when He wants me to be, but when it's just more than i can tolerate, i'm asking for permission to lie down or take a break.
It's getting late and i need to run to town. Take care all! Hope you are all having a wonderful summer so far!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Saturday, July 01, 2006
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