Looks like i’ll be making another trip to my mom’s. She is back in the hospital, this time with pneumonia. One of the ER doctors said that she may have gone home from the hospital with it and had it for a while now. She called 911 this morning and they came and took her to the ER where she was given O2 and now she is feeling significantly better. When i talked to her this afternoon she asked me how long this was going to go on. i just told her the only thing i could think of at the moment. Just take it one day at a time. Don’t think about what will happen tomorrow, for now just focus on today.
When my brother called this morning to tell me about my mom he also gave me some distressing news about my grandma. He said that he doesn’t think that she should be living with my mom anymore. He said that my mom is abusing her, verbally. Now this really isn’t news to me, i know that my mom has always been less than pleasant to my grandma. Apparently it’s gotten out of hand since my mom has been home from the hospital. He told me that my grandma said that she would like to come and live with Master and i. Well…. this just isn’t the best place for her. There are so many things that we do that just would make her miserable. We have to set pattern in our eating, our lifestyle is just not conducive to catering to a very elderly woman. But that’s not the biggest thing, we just simply do not have room for her. i think that for now, she may go live with my sister. She has a huge brand new home and it’s quiet there. Our dogs would drive my grandma crazy. They are always under foot and i’m terrified that she would fall over one of them. They are tiny and when you are cooking, they are constantly right there, just in case you might drop something =). The only draw back to her living with my sister is that my sister has a two-story home and my grandma isn’t able to do the stairs very well. So they will have to take care with her and walk her up and down the stairs.
i feel terrible in that i just don’t think that she would be happy here and the fact that she would like to come live here makes me feel bad for not immediately say “sure”. i don’t know where we would put her and i think that she would really be unhappy here. The only positive thing about her living here is that she and i get along like two peas in a pod and we have a wonderful time together. i am by far the most patient with her not because i’m a saint, just because i have a pretty good understanding of how the elderly “work” and their needs. i think in this case, i’ll take my own advice and take it day by day and see what happens if she should decide to live with my sister.
Things here are pretty much status quo. The only new thing is that we have a lead on that job that i mentioned. Master and i may end up doing it together as i mentioned and i think that would be a great system. We were supposed to meet with him tomorrow but he had a change of plans so we’ll meet with him another soon, i think.
i’ll only be up there a couple days because Master and i have plans for Saturday night and i don’t want to miss out on that. Unless of course i am truly needed up there, then i’ll stay. But for now, i’ll plan on coming home Saturday. Every year Master and i go haunted housing with family, so we’re hoping to do it again this year. If no one else is going, then we’ll go alone. No matter, as long as we get to go!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
Desperate Times? or Greed?
i grew up in a small town in Illinois. i moved to a fairly large city until i moved here to this tiny town almost four years ago. i loved living in a small town because i was only 20 minutes away from the city, yet it was very homey and safe. We never had to lock our doors nor did we ever lock our cars. All our friends and extended family knew that if they needed to get into my mom’s house, it wouldn’t be locked. i loved the safe feeling of going to bed at night never having to worry about crime. When i moved to this tiny town i knew that i would once again have that safe feeling.
Last night Master came home and told me that He had run into an old friend of His who is a policeman. The policeman told Master that here in our sleepy little town, right in our neighborhood, there have been burglaries. They are even cutting screens to get into homes. Last night for the first time, i went to bed with an uneasy feeling. Master has always been very careful about locking the house before we go anywhere but when we’re home, we had been less careful. Last night before i went to bed, i went around and closed up all the windows, locked them and triple checked the doors to make sure they were locked. Now it’s not like we have a mansion or many priceless items to make us a target. But it doesn’t seem as though that is a prerequisite. They are not picky, anyone and everyone is a target. For the first time in my life, i went to bed with an uneasy feeling, one that i don’t care to experience again, thank you very much.
Needless to say i didn’t sleep well last night. i knew that Master was in the den and that He is well prepared for any such intruder but i still had an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. While i was lying in bed last night, my mind started to wander. The one question that kept creeping up was this. Are times so tight right now, that people around here have no choice but to invade other’s homes, just to provide for their families and loved ones? Maybe these people have no other choice but to resort to becoming a common thief. i know that desperate times call for desperate measures, but i wonder if times are really that desperate.
i have stayed home each day this week while Master runs the route on His own. i think He does it a bit faster without me, but i also think He likes the company every once in a while, so i think i’ll go with Him tomorrow. i haven’t done too much this week but i’m enjoying doing a few domestic things every day and now that i’m on a more regular sleeping schedule, i’m able to get a lot more done now than i ever have. i’m able to get just a few things taken care of during the day while Master is gone and be dressed and have supper planned before He gets home. i’m sure He likes that much about me staying home from the route.
Today is my mom’s 73 Birthday so i’m going to go call her and wish her a Happy Birthday! Have a great day everyone!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Last night Master came home and told me that He had run into an old friend of His who is a policeman. The policeman told Master that here in our sleepy little town, right in our neighborhood, there have been burglaries. They are even cutting screens to get into homes. Last night for the first time, i went to bed with an uneasy feeling. Master has always been very careful about locking the house before we go anywhere but when we’re home, we had been less careful. Last night before i went to bed, i went around and closed up all the windows, locked them and triple checked the doors to make sure they were locked. Now it’s not like we have a mansion or many priceless items to make us a target. But it doesn’t seem as though that is a prerequisite. They are not picky, anyone and everyone is a target. For the first time in my life, i went to bed with an uneasy feeling, one that i don’t care to experience again, thank you very much.
Needless to say i didn’t sleep well last night. i knew that Master was in the den and that He is well prepared for any such intruder but i still had an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. While i was lying in bed last night, my mind started to wander. The one question that kept creeping up was this. Are times so tight right now, that people around here have no choice but to invade other’s homes, just to provide for their families and loved ones? Maybe these people have no other choice but to resort to becoming a common thief. i know that desperate times call for desperate measures, but i wonder if times are really that desperate.
i have stayed home each day this week while Master runs the route on His own. i think He does it a bit faster without me, but i also think He likes the company every once in a while, so i think i’ll go with Him tomorrow. i haven’t done too much this week but i’m enjoying doing a few domestic things every day and now that i’m on a more regular sleeping schedule, i’m able to get a lot more done now than i ever have. i’m able to get just a few things taken care of during the day while Master is gone and be dressed and have supper planned before He gets home. i’m sure He likes that much about me staying home from the route.
Today is my mom’s 73 Birthday so i’m going to go call her and wish her a Happy Birthday! Have a great day everyone!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Just Jibber Jabber
Things are starting to settle down for us now. We had a really nice weekend and the party on Sunday at the park was great. Master’s dad brought wood and even though the park was quite busy for this time of year, we were able to use the shelter. The shelter has a huge rock fireplace and we had a very cozy fire to keep us warm and to cook over. The brats that His mom brought were yummy and we had lots of other tasty food as well. Master and i took a short walk on one of the trails and had some alone time too. After everyone was packed up and ready to leave, i suggested to Master that we stay behind and enjoy the fire for a little while longer. We had a good time just sitting and talking. Saturday afternoon we worked in the yard and burned some weeds. After supper we went out and had our own fire in the fire pit in our back yard. Master played music and we had a really nice evening.
After our fire, we came inside and got cleaned up from our work in the yard. Master had me come and kneel in the shower with Him and pleasure Him for just a few minutes. After i was done with my shower i was instructed to dry my hair and come and kneel before Him at the side of the bed. He cuffed my hands behind my back and placed the hood on my head. He used the “comfy” hood and everything worked out great. We had some of the best sex that night that i have had in a very long time. Master paid attention to my most intimate parts and before i knew it, i was asking to orgasm. To say that doesn’t happen very often would be an understatement. It was a truly wonderful weekend and one that i think i’ll remember for some time.
i worked at the bowling alley last night as usual. i would have to venture to say that when i see an opportunity, i grab it. Maybe i’m a little too opportunistic at times, but that’s the way i get things done. There might be a job opening at the bowling alley and when i heard about it, i went immediately Master’s cousin (he runs the bowling alley) and asked him about it. This is in its preliminary stages at best, but i am excited about the possibilities. Because i am on disability, i am limited as to how much i can earn per month and obviously, i am on disability for a reason. i am not able to work a full time job as i once was, unfortunately. i miss working and i hate thinking that i am relying on the government for my income. If i could work a full time job i would be very willing and ready to get out there and start pulling my weight. As it is, i am not able. But this job might be just enough to get me out there again and help me to begin my voyage back into the working class. It would involve some marketing and league coordinating. It might be a job that Master and i could share, i would be the one out there doing all the marketing and “foo foo” stuff and Master would do all the paper work and take care of the organizational part of the job. So, like i said, nothing is set in stone, more like etched in Jello. But i’m open to seeing where it might go.
my mom’s birthday is tomorrow and i think i may head up there for the weekend. i finally talked to my sister today. We only spoke about my mom and didn’t get into much else. She thinks that my mom is over medicating herself and i can’t say for sure, but my sister might be on to something. i am not going to go behind my mom’s back and call her doctor, i think that would be deceitful and my mom would be very upset if she found out. So i simply asked her about her meds and how much she’s taking every day. She is well under the limit as to what she is allowed every day and if she’s telling me the truth ( i think she is) then she should be ok. i asked her if she wanted me to come up there for the weekend and she said “No, i don’t want to take you away from your husband and your duties there”. But in the next breath she said that if i was able to come and spend a night up there, that she would love to have me and would be thrilled if i thought i could get away. i would come up there anyway if nothing else, just to attend her birthday party, so i might as well spend a little time with her and see if there’s anything that i can do to help out. When i talked to Master about it i told Him that this time, i would leave it entirely up to Him. So, i’ll just wait and see what He decides.
i have lots of chores waiting for me and the laundry won’t do itself. i better run!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
After our fire, we came inside and got cleaned up from our work in the yard. Master had me come and kneel in the shower with Him and pleasure Him for just a few minutes. After i was done with my shower i was instructed to dry my hair and come and kneel before Him at the side of the bed. He cuffed my hands behind my back and placed the hood on my head. He used the “comfy” hood and everything worked out great. We had some of the best sex that night that i have had in a very long time. Master paid attention to my most intimate parts and before i knew it, i was asking to orgasm. To say that doesn’t happen very often would be an understatement. It was a truly wonderful weekend and one that i think i’ll remember for some time.
i worked at the bowling alley last night as usual. i would have to venture to say that when i see an opportunity, i grab it. Maybe i’m a little too opportunistic at times, but that’s the way i get things done. There might be a job opening at the bowling alley and when i heard about it, i went immediately Master’s cousin (he runs the bowling alley) and asked him about it. This is in its preliminary stages at best, but i am excited about the possibilities. Because i am on disability, i am limited as to how much i can earn per month and obviously, i am on disability for a reason. i am not able to work a full time job as i once was, unfortunately. i miss working and i hate thinking that i am relying on the government for my income. If i could work a full time job i would be very willing and ready to get out there and start pulling my weight. As it is, i am not able. But this job might be just enough to get me out there again and help me to begin my voyage back into the working class. It would involve some marketing and league coordinating. It might be a job that Master and i could share, i would be the one out there doing all the marketing and “foo foo” stuff and Master would do all the paper work and take care of the organizational part of the job. So, like i said, nothing is set in stone, more like etched in Jello. But i’m open to seeing where it might go.
my mom’s birthday is tomorrow and i think i may head up there for the weekend. i finally talked to my sister today. We only spoke about my mom and didn’t get into much else. She thinks that my mom is over medicating herself and i can’t say for sure, but my sister might be on to something. i am not going to go behind my mom’s back and call her doctor, i think that would be deceitful and my mom would be very upset if she found out. So i simply asked her about her meds and how much she’s taking every day. She is well under the limit as to what she is allowed every day and if she’s telling me the truth ( i think she is) then she should be ok. i asked her if she wanted me to come up there for the weekend and she said “No, i don’t want to take you away from your husband and your duties there”. But in the next breath she said that if i was able to come and spend a night up there, that she would love to have me and would be thrilled if i thought i could get away. i would come up there anyway if nothing else, just to attend her birthday party, so i might as well spend a little time with her and see if there’s anything that i can do to help out. When i talked to Master about it i told Him that this time, i would leave it entirely up to Him. So, i’ll just wait and see what He decides.
i have lots of chores waiting for me and the laundry won’t do itself. i better run!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Friday, October 07, 2005
my Favorite Time of Year!
This has been a pretty good week for us. i worked Tuesday night so i stayed home and didn’t go on the route with Master. It made work a little easier, i think. i stayed home yesterday while He went on the route and did some decorating for the fall and Halloween. This is my very favorite time of year and i love the decorations. i love going outside with a fuzzy sweater on and feeling the coolness of fall creep up on me. The leaves won’t be as spectacular here this year due to the drought that we had but they will still be beautiful. Master doesn’t appreciate the trees as much as i do, but He will indulge me and take me driving at least once to see them, i’m sure.
Sunday we will be getting together with Master’s family to celebrate some birthdays. i’ll be leaving here in a bit to go shopping for a few gifts and some food to make for the party. We’re going to one of the loveliest parks i know of, for the party and it should be a great time. i love this particular celebration because it was this party, at this park where i first met Master’s family. Little did i know at that time that they would become my family. Master’s dad is planning on building a big fire in the outdoor fireplace at the park and we’ll roast hot dogs and brats over the grill.
i talk to my mom every day and it sounds like she’s getting a little stronger every day. One major thing that i have noticed since her illness is that her voice and demeanor are more gentle. i think that this was a real awakening for her and she (as Master says) got a little taste of mortality. She sent me a thank you note in the mail and she told me in her note how much she loves me and i can’t remember the last time she told me she loved me. i wish that i could just stop by and see her the way i used to when i lived up there. i feel a bit detached from things being this far away. It sounds like she’s being well taken care of and she’s got people stopping by and doing little things for her all the time. my sister has stepped up to the plate a little more since i have been home. She stayed with my mom and grandma all day Tuesday and did a lot of cooking and little chores that needed doing. my mom sounded very pleased with all the work my sister did and that’s all that matters. my sister has made no effort to contact me and i have only spoken to her briefly to discuss my mom’s condition one day when i thought she wasn’t doing well. Mom’s birthday is this coming Wednesday so i’m sure that i’ll be in touch with my sister regarding plans for a little party. i’m sure that i’ll be the one to contact her and that’s just fine, i don’t expect her to “be the bigger person”, so to speak.
Last night Master cuffed me and had me kneel in front of Him to take care of Him. Then He bent me over the bed and took what He owns. We haven’t had much sex lately, so i’m glad that He did it. i want to take care of Him and please Him more often but it seems like whenever i have the urge to make the first move, it’s the wrong time. i’m sure we’ll figure it out, we always seem to muddle through.
i better get this posted and get moving, it’s getting late in the day and i still have lots to do. Have a great weekend!!!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Sunday we will be getting together with Master’s family to celebrate some birthdays. i’ll be leaving here in a bit to go shopping for a few gifts and some food to make for the party. We’re going to one of the loveliest parks i know of, for the party and it should be a great time. i love this particular celebration because it was this party, at this park where i first met Master’s family. Little did i know at that time that they would become my family. Master’s dad is planning on building a big fire in the outdoor fireplace at the park and we’ll roast hot dogs and brats over the grill.
i talk to my mom every day and it sounds like she’s getting a little stronger every day. One major thing that i have noticed since her illness is that her voice and demeanor are more gentle. i think that this was a real awakening for her and she (as Master says) got a little taste of mortality. She sent me a thank you note in the mail and she told me in her note how much she loves me and i can’t remember the last time she told me she loved me. i wish that i could just stop by and see her the way i used to when i lived up there. i feel a bit detached from things being this far away. It sounds like she’s being well taken care of and she’s got people stopping by and doing little things for her all the time. my sister has stepped up to the plate a little more since i have been home. She stayed with my mom and grandma all day Tuesday and did a lot of cooking and little chores that needed doing. my mom sounded very pleased with all the work my sister did and that’s all that matters. my sister has made no effort to contact me and i have only spoken to her briefly to discuss my mom’s condition one day when i thought she wasn’t doing well. Mom’s birthday is this coming Wednesday so i’m sure that i’ll be in touch with my sister regarding plans for a little party. i’m sure that i’ll be the one to contact her and that’s just fine, i don’t expect her to “be the bigger person”, so to speak.
Last night Master cuffed me and had me kneel in front of Him to take care of Him. Then He bent me over the bed and took what He owns. We haven’t had much sex lately, so i’m glad that He did it. i want to take care of Him and please Him more often but it seems like whenever i have the urge to make the first move, it’s the wrong time. i’m sure we’ll figure it out, we always seem to muddle through.
i better get this posted and get moving, it’s getting late in the day and i still have lots to do. Have a great weekend!!!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Home.....at last!
i have been home for a week and this is the first real opportunity i have had to sit down at my computer for more than 10 minutes. It has been a busy week, trying to get back on track with my life. my Mom is doing better and i brought her home from the hospital a week ago Thursday. It will take a long time for her to get her strength back, but we are hopeful that she’ll make a full recovery. She has many medical issues one being her heart and the other major issue being her kidneys. She has been in chronic renal failure for several years but this illness has brought on a bit of a set back.
i am still tired and trying to recoup from the stress and strain of it all, but things are getting back to normal around here and i’m glad for that. Master did His best to be patient with me while i was gone, but now that i’m home He wants things back to normal. i have slipped up a couple times since i have been home, i came into the house after doing the paper route without His collar on and He wasn’t too happy about that. i gave Him a blow job and was less than passionate about it and He wasn’t at all pleased about that. There are lots of things He lets slide but my lack of passion isn’t something He’s willing to concede on. i am sure that i am just tired and stressed and worried about my mom, so my head is elsewhere sometimes. my time away from here was one of the most stressful times in my life, thus far. i’ll come around soon enough, just maybe not soon enough for Master.
my sister and i had a huge row just a couple days before i left to come home and we still haven’t spoken. i know that Master sees this as a benefit but i however, don’t see it that way. She can be a selfish self-centered wench, but she is my sister and i love her and i hate fighting with her. The way i see it, she feels that she’s doing the best that she can under the circumstances and i know that i did everything in my power to make my mom’s life as well as my grandma’s as easy as possible. If either one of us wasn’t happy with the decisions that the other one made, then we’ll have to learn to deal with it. i can’t see how i could have done anything different or better and i’m sure that she feels the same way. i am going to try not to worry about it and hope that everything will work out. The most important thing is that my mom is getting better and that she and my grandma are taken care of.
Tomorrow is Master’s birthday and tonight we are celebrating with His buddy who owns the cabin on the river. His birthday is just a couple days after Master’s. i have some cooking to do and a few chores to get done before i leave for the cabin. Master is down there now on the river, fishing. He didn’t get much sleep so i’m not sure how late we’ll be there tonight but it could be a long night.
Thank you for all the comments and concerns while i was away! i’ll keep everyone posted on my mom’s condition.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
i am still tired and trying to recoup from the stress and strain of it all, but things are getting back to normal around here and i’m glad for that. Master did His best to be patient with me while i was gone, but now that i’m home He wants things back to normal. i have slipped up a couple times since i have been home, i came into the house after doing the paper route without His collar on and He wasn’t too happy about that. i gave Him a blow job and was less than passionate about it and He wasn’t at all pleased about that. There are lots of things He lets slide but my lack of passion isn’t something He’s willing to concede on. i am sure that i am just tired and stressed and worried about my mom, so my head is elsewhere sometimes. my time away from here was one of the most stressful times in my life, thus far. i’ll come around soon enough, just maybe not soon enough for Master.
my sister and i had a huge row just a couple days before i left to come home and we still haven’t spoken. i know that Master sees this as a benefit but i however, don’t see it that way. She can be a selfish self-centered wench, but she is my sister and i love her and i hate fighting with her. The way i see it, she feels that she’s doing the best that she can under the circumstances and i know that i did everything in my power to make my mom’s life as well as my grandma’s as easy as possible. If either one of us wasn’t happy with the decisions that the other one made, then we’ll have to learn to deal with it. i can’t see how i could have done anything different or better and i’m sure that she feels the same way. i am going to try not to worry about it and hope that everything will work out. The most important thing is that my mom is getting better and that she and my grandma are taken care of.
Tomorrow is Master’s birthday and tonight we are celebrating with His buddy who owns the cabin on the river. His birthday is just a couple days after Master’s. i have some cooking to do and a few chores to get done before i leave for the cabin. Master is down there now on the river, fishing. He didn’t get much sleep so i’m not sure how late we’ll be there tonight but it could be a long night.
Thank you for all the comments and concerns while i was away! i’ll keep everyone posted on my mom’s condition.
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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