i love Halloween, have i mentioned that? =) We had trick or treaters last night instead of tonight so tonight has been really quiet. We had quite a few kids until we ran out of candy and then we left for Master's mom's house. She had candy for us even though all her kids are grown, she still gives us all candy every year! Not a bad deal, i think. i talked to my sister for a minute tonight while she was handy out candy and she said that she'll have over 500 kids as she has in the years past. Now THAT'S a lot of candy!
Well i have just completed my absentee ballot for the election. i'll take it to the City Hall on election day and i can only hope that everyone out there plans on voting. This is such an important election year, i won't thrust my political opinions on anyone, all i will do is encourage everyone that is eligible to get out there and vote!!
Night before last Master decided that i needed a good spanking seeing that He hasn't given me a "good one" in a while. He had me strip after we had supper and kept me like that until bed time. When He took me to bed we were laying there watching TV and out-of-the-blue i felt His hand come down on my bare pussy so hard it brought tears to my eyes. It doesn't take much to bring tears to my eyes however. i do O.K. having my ass spanked but when He spanks my pussy i have absolutely no tolerance for pain. He used His fingers to play with me a bit alternately spanking my pussy what seemed like as hard as He could. With every lash i cried out in pain but that didn't seem to alter His plan in the least. He opted for a blow-job and He continued to spank my pussy. He said that with each smack i got wetter and wetter. i think that my mind hates it but my body feels differently.
By the time He decided to fuck what was His, i was soaking wet and ready for Him. That's when He started spanking my ass and i'm sure He had visions of leaving nice red marks. i'm not sure if He left marks or not but it certainly felt red hot. He said afterward that i need a "maintenance spanking" so i'm guessing i'm in for another spanking soon. He doesn't feel i got enough while He was fucking me so i'll be in for more very soon.
i do know that when He spanks me, even just a little, it helps to "ground me" and gets me back in a slave-like mind, where i know i want and need to be.
i hope you all had a wonderful Halloween!!
Peace to you and yours,
MD's treasure
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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave
We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.
About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!
Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.
About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.
My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.
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Sunday, October 31, 2004
Friday, October 29, 2004
Stripped
Last night when i got home from my second night of bowling for the week, i started in on supper. When supper was almost ready, Master told me to go the bedroom and take off all my clothes. He had me eat supper, do the dishes... all of my "normal" stuff completely naked. This was pretty difficult for me and real lesson in humility. i don't remember the last time i felt so exposed, even if it was just to Him. i also had a feeling of complete submission, i felt as though i was totally open and ready for Him. Even though it was tough it was still a really good and almost cleansing experience.
i'm sure that many slaves stay naked for the better part of their time but for me it was something a little different. There have been many times that He has had me remove everything but my skirt and then placed the ankle and wrist cuffs on me just to watch TV or something. But this was the first time i felt so totally vulnerable and for me, that felt safe in some strange way.
Master has been sick the last couple of days so He really hasn't had much energy to do anything. We will spend the rest of the night getting ready for Halloween when He's done taking a short nap. There was a nasty storm that passed by here not long ago so we were frantically running around outside the house picking up anything that might get damaged by the storm. Thankfully it was over before it started.
i had a busy day and spent some time baking cookies and making a big meal. i have been cooking a lot more lately as we are trying to eat out less, save some money and eat a bit healthier. i'm finding my "homemaker" side and i'm really liking it. It makes me feel more like i'm contributing to our life, seeing that i spend so much time not feeling well and sleeping.
Time to prepare for Halloween!!
Peace to you and yours!!
MD's treasure
i'm sure that many slaves stay naked for the better part of their time but for me it was something a little different. There have been many times that He has had me remove everything but my skirt and then placed the ankle and wrist cuffs on me just to watch TV or something. But this was the first time i felt so totally vulnerable and for me, that felt safe in some strange way.
Master has been sick the last couple of days so He really hasn't had much energy to do anything. We will spend the rest of the night getting ready for Halloween when He's done taking a short nap. There was a nasty storm that passed by here not long ago so we were frantically running around outside the house picking up anything that might get damaged by the storm. Thankfully it was over before it started.
i had a busy day and spent some time baking cookies and making a big meal. i have been cooking a lot more lately as we are trying to eat out less, save some money and eat a bit healthier. i'm finding my "homemaker" side and i'm really liking it. It makes me feel more like i'm contributing to our life, seeing that i spend so much time not feeling well and sleeping.
Time to prepare for Halloween!!
Peace to you and yours!!
MD's treasure
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Feminine or not?
Master sent me an article the other day regarding femininity and how the feminine woman functions in our society. For me being feminine is really important, because it's very important to my Master. He has very strong views on how women should dress and conduct themselves. Because this is such an important topic to Him, it's important to me.
The article had some really good points and made me think about myself and am i as feminine as i "should" be. One thing that it mentioned was how a woman dresses, that was a key point, in fact. It suggested that a woman should wear a flowing skirt or dress in lieu of pants, jeans or sweat pants. Since i have become Master's slave, one of the rules that i live by is that i wear nothing but skirts, panty hose and a foundation garment (girdle). The only times that i'm allowed to vary from this is when Master gives me permission to do so. i have become very comfortable in this dress and it comes as second nature to me now. i enjoy dressing the way that pleases Master and this dress makes me feel ultra feminine.
There are other things that make me feel feminine as well, wearing my make up in a way that is pleasing to Master, wearing earrings that He likes and conducting myself as a lady. One thing that i have had to learn to do since being owned by Master is learn how to speak like a lady. When i hear a woman with a filthy mouth, it really makes me pay attention to how important our language is and how it reflects on what kind of woman we are. Being a feminine woman is really important to me and i'm constantly working on improving my femininity. Some day i hope to be Master's "ultimate feminine woman" and until i am *that* woman, i'll keep striving.
Stepping down from my soap box hehe. The last couple of days have been fairly busy as i worked last night and even though i only work for a few hours, it seems like a 16 hour shift. It really tires me out to be on my feet for that long, but i really enjoy being out in the public and i'm loving that i'm getting to know more people in the area. i had my league bowling tonight and as usual i stunk, but at least i'm having fun doing terrible!! =) i love the women that i bowl with and i'm making friends through the league and that has been my goal since i joined the league. Master spent some time early in the bowling season coaching me as He's quite an excellent bowler but i think that i've lost all the "tips" He's given me!
i'm really looking forward to Saturday night as the kids in this area are trick or treating on Saturday vs. Sunday. i love seeing all the little kids and handing out the candy. i'm even toying with the idea of dressing up to hand out candy, but i'm not sure what i would dress as. i love Halloween it's one of my favorite nights of the year. Last year we didn't hand out candy or anything because it was the night of the rehearsal dinner for our wedding. my entire family was in town and it was a wonderful night. So i missed Halloween last year, but for a *very* good reason.
That's all for tonight, off to bed with me.
Peace to you and yours,
treasure
The article had some really good points and made me think about myself and am i as feminine as i "should" be. One thing that it mentioned was how a woman dresses, that was a key point, in fact. It suggested that a woman should wear a flowing skirt or dress in lieu of pants, jeans or sweat pants. Since i have become Master's slave, one of the rules that i live by is that i wear nothing but skirts, panty hose and a foundation garment (girdle). The only times that i'm allowed to vary from this is when Master gives me permission to do so. i have become very comfortable in this dress and it comes as second nature to me now. i enjoy dressing the way that pleases Master and this dress makes me feel ultra feminine.
There are other things that make me feel feminine as well, wearing my make up in a way that is pleasing to Master, wearing earrings that He likes and conducting myself as a lady. One thing that i have had to learn to do since being owned by Master is learn how to speak like a lady. When i hear a woman with a filthy mouth, it really makes me pay attention to how important our language is and how it reflects on what kind of woman we are. Being a feminine woman is really important to me and i'm constantly working on improving my femininity. Some day i hope to be Master's "ultimate feminine woman" and until i am *that* woman, i'll keep striving.
Stepping down from my soap box hehe. The last couple of days have been fairly busy as i worked last night and even though i only work for a few hours, it seems like a 16 hour shift. It really tires me out to be on my feet for that long, but i really enjoy being out in the public and i'm loving that i'm getting to know more people in the area. i had my league bowling tonight and as usual i stunk, but at least i'm having fun doing terrible!! =) i love the women that i bowl with and i'm making friends through the league and that has been my goal since i joined the league. Master spent some time early in the bowling season coaching me as He's quite an excellent bowler but i think that i've lost all the "tips" He's given me!
i'm really looking forward to Saturday night as the kids in this area are trick or treating on Saturday vs. Sunday. i love seeing all the little kids and handing out the candy. i'm even toying with the idea of dressing up to hand out candy, but i'm not sure what i would dress as. i love Halloween it's one of my favorite nights of the year. Last year we didn't hand out candy or anything because it was the night of the rehearsal dinner for our wedding. my entire family was in town and it was a wonderful night. So i missed Halloween last year, but for a *very* good reason.
That's all for tonight, off to bed with me.
Peace to you and yours,
treasure
Monday, October 25, 2004
A new journal......
This is the first entry in my new on line journal. i'm a little nervous about what i'll write here and worried that it will be boring for my readers. i guess i'll just journal as i always have and hope that my writings will be well received. i have wanted to do this for a long time, ever since i first read "Lessons Learned". i've always been very interested in the lives of other slaves and i have grown to admire many slaves who post their journal on line. Every journal entry will hopefully be different in that my life is ever changing. Feel free to post questions or comments about any entry.
Master sent me a link to a journal today titled "Topping from the bottom". As i read the description of someone who is topping from the bottom, unfortunately i saw myself easily fit in that role. So many times if i'm tired or not feeling well and i'm told to do something that i would rather not do, i question Him. When i know in my heart i should just say "yes Master" and do it, instead i question Him. i think that i'm hoping He'll say "nevermind" and i'll be off the hook. This rarely if never happens and i always end up doing what i'm told but not before "testing" Him. i know that i don't do it on purpose because i never maliciously set out to disobey Him, before i know it, i'm testing His commands. When i do obey Him and do exactly what i'm told without questioning Him, i feel great just in the knowledge that i'm pleasing Him. i just need to be more consistant in my behavior.
i also see myself "Topping from the bottom" during play time and or bondage. If something hurts my head, i'm quick to say so and in saying so, i know He'll take away the offending item or adjust it so it doesn't hurt as much. Then i'm questioning myself and wondering if i should have kept still and not said anything. If i don't say something i'm likely to be in an enormous amount of pain and unable to completely let go and become His toy, bendable and pliable. But if i do say something, i'm risking "Topping from the bottom". It's a hard call to make and one that i struggle with often.
Peace to you and yours...MD's pt
Master sent me a link to a journal today titled "Topping from the bottom". As i read the description of someone who is topping from the bottom, unfortunately i saw myself easily fit in that role. So many times if i'm tired or not feeling well and i'm told to do something that i would rather not do, i question Him. When i know in my heart i should just say "yes Master" and do it, instead i question Him. i think that i'm hoping He'll say "nevermind" and i'll be off the hook. This rarely if never happens and i always end up doing what i'm told but not before "testing" Him. i know that i don't do it on purpose because i never maliciously set out to disobey Him, before i know it, i'm testing His commands. When i do obey Him and do exactly what i'm told without questioning Him, i feel great just in the knowledge that i'm pleasing Him. i just need to be more consistant in my behavior.
i also see myself "Topping from the bottom" during play time and or bondage. If something hurts my head, i'm quick to say so and in saying so, i know He'll take away the offending item or adjust it so it doesn't hurt as much. Then i'm questioning myself and wondering if i should have kept still and not said anything. If i don't say something i'm likely to be in an enormous amount of pain and unable to completely let go and become His toy, bendable and pliable. But if i do say something, i'm risking "Topping from the bottom". It's a hard call to make and one that i struggle with often.
Peace to you and yours...MD's pt
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