tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8880162.post7931977448298795641..comments2024-01-08T09:26:27.786-06:00Comments on Master Dream's precious treasure: The PunishmentMaster Dream's precious treasurehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17459695398110281594noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8880162.post-48770122206939094812012-07-09T19:11:49.441-05:002012-07-09T19:11:49.441-05:00I've always been squeamish about my airways be...I've always been squeamish about my airways being covered. I suspect I was smothered in a past lift. :P<br /><br />I suspect I would be the same as you. If I got a quick bit of cold air, I'd be fine. Master doesn't seem to have a thing for goods (bullet dodged!) but if he were to develop one, I'd try my best to accept it. He's not out to kill me, so despite the air raid sirens going off in my head telling me my death is imminent, I'll likely survive.Lexihttp://www.loveandchains.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8880162.post-85426650152827841762012-07-09T15:36:32.130-05:002012-07-09T15:36:32.130-05:00Haha! Thanks, but ya know it didn't happen fo...Haha! Thanks, but ya know it didn't happen for me over night. The first time Master put a hood over my head i freaked out too and i'd had some episodes before that with claustrophobia. The thing about that was, He didn't much care! This WAS going to happen and i WAS going to learn how to deal with it, end of story. So the first time He put that hood on my head and i didn't react favorably, He got very angry and said that i better figure it out, quickly. <br /><br />When we first got together we had but one hood and this one was pretty severe, or so i thought at the time. It was a very thick leather, buckles and straps all over the place!! There is one small hole to breath from the nose and that's all, it was super scary, at the time. Most often Master's toys were put away but i noticed one day that the hood was laying at the side of the bed. So while He was gone at work i would picked up the hood and put it on myself. i realized that so long as i gave myself time to get used to the idea that it was going to be dark, hot and quiet, i would be okay. Of course, i still had the use of my hands. It took me a few minutes to get it in place and get the nose hole where i needed it to be but i also knew that i could yank it right back off as quickly as i needed. <br /><br />The thought crossed my mind once i had it on that Master could also yank it right off if i needed Him to as well. He could NOT yank it right off me however, once all the buckles were latched and whatnot. i'm breathing, there is air, nothing bad is happening, nothing bad is going to happen. So i sat with those thoughts while in the hood. i did this several times for days in a row until the real test came. <br /><br />i had been asking Master if He would please just give me a little warning, let me know only 30 seconds before the hood was going to go on my head. He only said He would give it some thought. The answer to that was inevitably, no, i would be given no warning to prepare. i would wear the hood at His whim and that would be end of it. Thankfully, i now know the sound of the buckles when it's coming near me as i am almost always blindfolded, i can still do a tiny bit of mental prep! =)<br /><br />What it boils down to of course, is trust. Master is careful, He gets that hood on me as fast as possible. He gets the nose holes in place as quickly as He can, because He knows i'm scared. It's not because i can't see it's simply because i need to feel a tiny rush of cold air. He will always push me in this area and i must be prepared for that. With each success and every time He takes that hood off me, i feel like i've run a marathon and i know i've pleased Him! It's a wonderful feeling, truly. =)Master Dream's precious treasurehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17459695398110281594noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8880162.post-40972520829237112272012-07-09T02:45:36.041-05:002012-07-09T02:45:36.041-05:00Ack! You are far braver than I. The idea of anyt...Ack! You are far braver than I. The idea of anything covering my mouth and/or nose freaks me out to even think about. My Master has been gracious enough to spare me hoods. Kudos.Lexihttp://www.loveandchains.comnoreply@blogger.com